DeepRiverDreamin 47F
88 posts
12/6/2005 12:24 am

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memories of things gone by
long wet kisses
laughing until we cried
talks about nothing until late in the night
making up in bed after a fight
stolen moments in time during the day
the pain and lonliness when you were away
the best of both worlds is what you used to say
your life with your wife and me for play
those are the memories I strive to forget
I'm getting better, but not healed yet.

MillsShipsGayly 51M

12/6/2005 6:10 am

Sometimes we complicate things and get lost. Dreamin, I have been that man you described and it is just unhealthy for all. Everyone pays for thinking they can compartmentalize multiple lives.

[post 131702] is a poem I wrote about this mistake I made. It might interest you perhaps.

Plano69 54M

12/6/2005 11:05 am

I understand
so much better now
why she went away...
it hurts to admit it
but I led her so astray

I tried to be so good
but my desires got in the way
I have no excuses
and forgive me
is all I can say...

I tried to win her back
to leave my past behind
but I was now too late
too long I had been blind

here I'm all alone
there's no one I can tell
trapped in a broken heart
this living dying hell...

someone there who trusted me
broken promise on my mind
even when there's no love left
the vows remain to bind

lost between the longing
and to finish what is done
why is life so daunting
when the one you loved
is gone

digdug41 49M

12/6/2005 12:06 pm

isn't it so odd that we can relay those feelings of hurt with perfect clarity and when its something wonderful it seems a little off...well at least to me

roaming the cyber streets of blogland

just1ookin4fun 46M
1 post
12/6/2005 4:28 pm

You are absolutely gorgeous. Of course you've heard that thousands of times here already I'm sure. I thought that I would be able to reach you better here rather than senging you a message. You seem very deep and intellectual from all I've read so far. Love that. I just wanted to write and give you a chance to to check out my profile/pics. If there's any interest write me back and lets get to know each other better. I would love to hear from you.


bulging_boy 49M

12/7/2005 1:11 am

Isn't it funny...

The best of both worlds.

Me? I think the best part is the real life stuff.

Playtime ends when the bell rings.

You will find the one who thinks you are worth sharing all parts of their life with!


DeepRiverDreamin 47F
46 posts
12/8/2005 1:00 am

You guys are all great. Thank you.

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