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Here goes nothing
Here goes nothing
Well girls-I really do not know what I really want from this service.I will not lie to any of you but a relationship is the point of all this.But what I seek is a long term relationship with a woman I fall in love with and trust.To coin a phrase I've been there and back and want to take my time in any relationship-why can't two of you start out as friends and take it from there.i do like a bit of night-life but do prefer the pub scene to the club one-not to say I don't like to let the 'ol hair down but can anyone honestly say they have had a "decent" conversation in one of these clubs?Dunno how if you have to scream into someone's ear to be heard(by the way I don't have a hearing aid).
I like going to the cinema and one of my favourite places to go for a break is Inverness-and don't knock it 'til you try it.Have'nt been abroad for years.Besides when you share a house with four mad Yorkshire Terriers any place is good to get awy to.Bit of an animal lover-especially small dogs and I am partial to owning a bunny rabbit now and again(you really wanted to know that did'nt you?)Coming from Balloch I really don't have to go very far to get fantastic scenery and some of the pubs you can find along the banks of Loch Lomond will beat any big city boozer for sheer atmosphere any day.
I don't know how this next bit is going to sound(kinda new at this)so I hope none of you think I am a sex-craving sad case-I am by no means perfect but I am not possessed of a one tracked mind.
As for sex-I'm not going to lie to any of you(with this subject honesty is most certainly the best & only policy)-I like sex as much as the next man-but half the fun is the getting there.So!this is me-I am a 39yr old single male living in the "quaint" wee town of Balloch.Have been divorced for some time now and have found it extremelly difficult to get to know women since then as I am a big scaredy cat-not that I don't want a relationship-but I have found that trust is so important to me now(christ-sounds like a bad Eastenders script).Once I figure this damn computer out I will post a photo(Oh My Gawd-sez u all).
I am not just after sex girls-I want more than that from the use of this "AdultFriendFinder"-I want a fun(giggle filled), meaningful(God-I don't believe I could'nt come up with anything better than that) relationship with a woman and one who is monogamous(I hope I am not asking too much here but once you get a bit older your priorities change alongwith your outlook in life)-sex is the easy bit in a relationship-anyone of us can do it but when you mean it that is when it becomes special.
If anyone wants sex all they have to do is go to a red light district-but on those occasions you lower yourself and the woman(And please believe me I have never gone to a prostitute).
I really don't know what I am looking for in a woman-someone with whom I can relax and be open with and someone who can be the same with me,someone with an opinion and the will and brains to use it.And one who has the capacity to put up with my attempts at cooking.