4bidden = A Story Not To Be Told!!!  

DamnTemptwitEyes 49F
9 posts
3/11/2006 11:52 pm

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5/9/2006 10:56 am

4bidden = A Story Not To Be Told!!!

I always have that feeling of anger and fright,
Watching my door because he used to come by at night.
I find a way to keep my eyes open and not fall asleep,
Feelings I don't wish to tell because it hurts to much to weep!!
Please will you just not touch me anymore!
Every time you look at me I feel like a whore.
What he did that day was so very wrong,
I tried to get away but his grip was much to strong,
He pulled me back to the room alone in my house,
He had it all planned out!! I wish I could have known,
I thought I fought every step of the way and somehow knew I must have refused to give in,
I wanted to scream what he did to me, but where to begin,
He is so terribly sick, I really got used
With his arms wrapped about me I was greatly abused,
He decided to have his sickened fun with me,
But worse I must live with it, because he set me free!
How could a man do this to me,
Every time I tried to tell someone I felt as if I would get sick and pewk.
Just the thought of how you touched me makes me sick!!!
Why did you have to pick me, there were so many other girls to pick from?
I know I am not the prettiest or the best
Why did you have to pick me out of the forsaken rest?
Now I find it so difficult to look at my reflection,
Due to all of my dirty thoughts and feeling of deception towards any other man I feel I might love one day!


Kaliedascope61 41M
4084 posts
3/12/2006 12:14 am

wow


GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11238 posts
3/12/2006 1:04 am

very powerful

wishing you strength and healing


rm_cru1972 44M
4407 posts
3/12/2006 2:42 am

Whew, sorry for the pain. I wish you nothing but calm seas, and blue skies ahead.


HarksLoonyHazed 48M
1 post
3/12/2006 1:44 pm

i am here to help...love ya


elysianpleasure 47M

3/12/2006 5:52 pm

I am sorry for you pain and that anyone could have hurt you so deeply. I hope the future brings you peace... drop by and say hi sometime. Elysian


StatuSedgyHairy 59M
158 posts
3/21/2006 7:11 am

tis such a shame that he had no respect for you.....Like I know you desirved...you have so much class that he has done nothing but make you bury it away Beautiful. to bad he did not pay attention to how much inner beauty you have....Michael


NacrePlatyPiton 53M
14 posts
3/22/2006 5:30 pm

The honest, flows from your heart and mind, that is why i cherish you, that is why i kneel before you, like everyman should, you are in my heart as a very special and lovable person, that is all you need to know, walk away from those that, do not let you be creative, and free.


jjsunshines 58F
20 posts
4/23/2006 10:59 pm

I have come to love ye as me friend... your pain now flows thru me own blood... I ache to know that ye weep... we cannot change our past ...those that walk into our lives and rob us of our being...our souls....but we can walk away from it...stronger...maybe a bit wiser.. so walk wisely now me lovely lady...be ye own person....do not let others guide ye with their bitterness and destruction...carry on and be strong...let ye inner self be true to thine on self.... I am always by your side..


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