Begin the Beguine  

DJCubanB 36M
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7/23/2006 1:50 pm

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7/23/2006 4:38 pm

Begin the Beguine

So this is what it comes to: looking to get laid via computer.

I suppose it was inevitable. I'm so shy around the women in my life you kinda have to laugh. The girl down the coffeeshop - the one that makes me all melty inside? I can barely say three words to her. I definitely can't say anything witty, nothing to attract her attention in any kind of way.

But I don't even know what I want, really, out of a relationship with a woman. Maybe a bit of fun, maybe a bit more... friendship, definitely. I haven't had a female friend in at least a year, and I guess I feel like I'm starting to OD on the testosterone.

And so here I am, paying to try to intrigue a woman with a webpage instead of my person. Which I have no doubt speaks volumes, and better than anything I write in here.

This is frustrating, actually. Admittedly, I just opened an account on a lark and an overtaxed libido, but now I'm wishing somebody would answer, somebody would look, see something they like...

ah well. We'll see what comes of this little experiment in time.

MWWwantmore 51F

7/23/2006 4:03 pm

Well welcome to blogging, hope you get what you want!

I'll have a cafe, mocha, vodka, valium latte to go please!

Good girls go to heaven.....bad girls go down!!

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