Looking for something  

DDMB025 32M
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11/28/2005 3:09 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Looking for something

Now I have decided that I am going to really give AdultFriendFinder a try. Before, I was just posting just to see if I'd get a response and then decided to hide by blog because I really felt like the whole "sex search/swinger site" thing was not for me. I was bored and just decided to sign up...
But now I've decided that I'd really give it a try and keep up my blog while also trying searching for single women in my area (Lexington, KY).
Do I expect anything from this site... I dunno. If it happens it happens. If it doesn't, oh well... I guess I'll just have to try a little harder on my own.

But like I said in my previous post, I've just gotten out of a relationship that lasted nearly three years. The sex was great, but everything else was lacking. I guess that's why I held on as long as I did because I thought to myself that I could not find anyone else. Don't get me wrong...I'm a decent looking guy, but because I was attached to someone for such a long period of time, I lost some self-esteem and confidence in myself. And it has taken me a while to rebuild this confidence but it's still not fully rebuilt. And with being with the same person for so long, sex just became routine.
So, I guess what I'm trying to accomplish is to regain the self confidence I once had and to know what it's like to experience other people, to where things aren't routine but fun and exciting.

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