Three days and counting...  

CyberEdZ 44M
1 posts
5/29/2005 11:54 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Three days and counting...

..since I last had "a puff". Well, I had a couple on Friday night when some friends came round, but that just made me even more determined not to have any at another's friend's birthday party last night.

And I feel... awake. Now I remember why I started smoking in the first place. To forget. To block out all the vile garbage that was dragging me down. Or just to not notice when it did.

But no longer. I realised the only person doing anything to me was... me. So I decided to stop. It won't be easy. I know that. But at the end of the day, you only get one crack at this life, and I want to have my eyes open again. It really is a rather pretty world, and I'm really quite proud to be part of it.


rm_Elysia2005 43F
412 posts
5/29/2005 1:05 pm

I'm pullin' for ya, dude.

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