My job, My Job !! Oh man~part 2  

CuteAZguy27 39M
2154 posts
6/22/2005 9:13 am

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My job, My Job !! Oh man~part 2

So its been about a week and half, what the heck has been going on "Cute" ! These are the phrases ive been getting in my emails and just the other day, I recieved a concern thrue my Yahoo let me update you on this week and half.

So When you yourself get fired or quit a job, weather its at a convience store or a clothes store,a Burger King or even a Thrifties, your most likely not going to go back and shop or fill up at that gas station for a long time right? Your going to go do business elsewhere...well not this guy, you see im diffrent, I like to stand out just a tad bit, be diffrent from the others just a hair (if i had any-besides my chin) i get fired,yet this being a small town-there is very few to choose from, SO- i was at home mopeing around and i got hungry, nothing looked good in the cupboards, and the closest place to grab some munchies was at the gas station where i worked, so i jump in my car, drive to the store i just got fired at the other day, grab some chips and walk to the counter, and who should be standing there, my boss. This is the conversation that took place....

My boss looks kind of suprised when i walked to the counter yet the first thing my boss says is "You know why i had to fire you right ?" and i said "Oh yeah, you had every right to, i was very much in the wrong." I then began to explain to her as in the previous blog about how much of little sleep that i have been getting and i just cant seem to lay my body down.

(i totally forgot to share that besides this graveyard shift i was also working during the day 9am-5pm at 3-4 days a week at a boostore as well, yet the owners of 30 years moved out of town a month prior so leaving me now to one job...ok back to the blog....)

She says "Cute" i think one of the issues is when you had to 2 jobs by the end of job one, you were so exhausted that you go home and crash to wake up 3 hours later to the alarm to come here(job 2), then leave hear, crash for 2 hours and then goto the bookstore...yet what "Cute" was keeping you awake and motivated" I said "Coffee and pepsi" she says "Exactly, yet now your constantly drinking it even though you have 1 job and its 1:30 in the afternoon at 80* out. Your so used to drinking it, you don't even need to now, yet you drink so much constantly, the caffeene is part of your bloodstream and i believe thats why you cant sleep, cause its constantly flowing through your body" I said " I honestly believe thats exactly whats going on bos
She says "Why dont you go to the drugstore and get some sleeping pills and see what that does" I was kind of jittery and stuttering and i said "Yeah...i dont trust pills "boss",with energy drinks i can monitor how much im intaking, yet with any kind of pills they scare me cause i just plop it in and swallow,i cant monitor all giberish that im intaking in just one or 2 pills" was like she ignored me...she says " Take tomorrow off go to the store and buy some over the counter sleeping pills and then come back to work the following night" I said "really?" she said "yeah, i havent even turned in your fireing papers yet, so lets do this" I said "Ok, lets give it a 2 week trial, and see how we do, if we progress or we remain the same tired wise in the evenings we can see how we carry on in 2 weeks"

So that was cool, i go to a drug store, and im looking at all these "Sleeping pills" and there is so many so i just pull one box off the shelf that says "Maximum strength sleep aid liquidcaps"...liquidcaps, these can be fun...i go home that day, i plop two in my mouth i lay down, and im out cold instantly.....i wake up 13 hours later ! so i go through my day i need to lay down before i goto work, so i jokingly set my alarm clock because of the hours slept just the other day, i look at the bottle and in fine small print it reads "Dosage :1 tablet" what did i take yesterday, 2 was it ? well cautiously i take 1 this time, i lay down...and im out cold again....i wake up to my alarm clock, that i set right before i have to leave for work, get this...12 hours later. I slept for 12 hours on day 2 ! Did my body need the rest, it sure did ! yet on day 3 i had a most tremendous headache, i seriously thought i was needing to go to the hospital, i was hurting in so much pain. you know why ? I havent had a cup of coffee in 3 days when my usual intake in one night is 2 pots, and during the day is 6 cups...(and if "Yahoo IM girl" your reading this, remember when we were at the coffee shop, remember how i just swallowed the coffee and asked for seconds and thirds and 4ths? so you know where i am coming from this)yet with all that i came thrue ok.

Im at work once again, im not drinking coffee on my shift(for now) so i can be very exhausted when i get home in the morning and be easier to fall asleep during the day.

With it being short handed at work that means more money on my paycheck- i went and SPENT WAAAAY more than i should have (yet i thought i derserved it) wich led me financially at the bottom for another 2 paychecks where it took me from silver memberships, wich just rocks !! to now a "standard" where i will be for about a month until im stable once again.

Thank you everyone for your concern and your emails, most appreciated.


(after a week and half, it feels so good to blog again, thanx for being patient and reading this far)

duststormdiva 51F
6854 posts
6/22/2005 7:11 pm

Cute, I am really glad things worked out for you. I was becoming EXTREMELY worried about you. Wanna meet for coffee... er uhm, a non-caffeinated beverage again some day?


CuteAZguy27 39M
1545 posts
6/23/2005 11:17 am

lol, Why thank you duststormdiva as you can tell im doing really well, a whole lot better in fact.

A non-caffeinated beverage, what an excellent idea! i would like that, maybe along with some bacon and eggs perhaps at the same diner ?

duststormdiva 51F
6854 posts
6/23/2005 6:03 pm

Sounds like a good plan Cute. Let me know when you are available. Better yet, I'll IM you with my number and you can call me.


DirtyLilSecret61 55F

6/24/2005 8:15 am

Awww ... you two ARE cute!

A toast to you both (raises glass of water w/ lemon)


frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
7/31/2005 9:52 pm

LOL.. good luck.. T


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