A Poem I wrote about someone close to me....  

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12/21/2005 8:01 pm

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A Poem I wrote about someone close to me....


I could be senseless and just act on feelings.



I could be stupid and just act on hearsay



I could be fake and just act like things are great



I could be cold and just act like I don’t care



I could be weak and just act like you wish



I could just breakdown and just act like your pity was wanted



I could just die and just act like life is not worth living



I could just be and just act like that is life.



But it seems to all not matter.



I would like to make you happy



I would like to make you see



I would like to make you understand



I would like to erase the pain



I would like to breathe with out it burning my heart



I would like to disappear and not return



But it seem to all not matter



I can’t be what you want



I can’t be what you need



I can’t be what you desire



I can’t be anything in this… because you won’t let me



You lead me on and shut me down.



You act like you hate it



You act like it pains you



You act like it’s a bother to be around me



But it seems to all not matter



You say you want me around



You say you want me gone



You say you want me to be silent



You say you want me to talk about something other then that



Tell me… What do you REALLY want.



You say you aren’t afraid to tell me whats up



You say you don’t want to hurt me



You say all these things



Yet you seem to not care that you say one thing and do another.



Tell me… Why doesn’t it all matter?



Why am I not allowed to be what you want?



Why am I not allowed to want you?



Why am I not allowed to know what you want or feel?



Why shut me out and push me away… but not let go?



Why not tell me to leave?



Why give me false hope?



Why waste my heart?



WHY?

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