Here I go....  

CuriousKitty675 41F
285 posts
6/25/2005 11:57 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Here I go....


My first post. It should be something profound and ground breaking, earth shattering confessions and whatnot, correct? Oh well...I hope you didn't get your hopes set too high.

I'm a very private person. I rarely share my true feelings with people. I guard them, keep them safe and protected from the scrutiny and persecution, the judgement and mockery of the world. But here I can have a small window to annonymously share them. To get feedback form like-minded people.

It's funny in today's age where technology brings us all so much closer, brings people thousands of miles away together in one forum that it also , in a sense, drives us further apart. Everyone is so connected but at the same time so solitary. It's a Catch 22 really.

Perhaps it's the safety and security of distance that allows it. It would certainly make sense in my case. I always find myself attracted to people I will either never ever meet or people that live so far away that it would be impossible to meet them. Or I'll find that person that 'clicks' with me and they live far away. I don't know if it is my own inner self defeatist or the cruel joke of fate. Perhaps one day I'll know.

CuteAZguy27 39M
1545 posts
6/25/2005 1:41 pm

welcome to blogland CuriousKitty675 !

Your last 2 pragraphs seem to be so true, i like what you pointed out....---->"I always find myself attracted to people I will either never ever meet or people that live so far away that it would be impossible to meet them. Or I'll find that person that 'clicks' with me and they live far away. I don't know if it is my own inner self defeatist or the cruel joke of fate."

It alwayss seems that perfect person is so many states away, an impossible relationship, YET ! I tell you what CuriousKitty675 if your patient enough, they may be right in your very own town....

Have fun !

-CuteAZguy27


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