What is over the line?  

Corqer32 43M
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7/19/2005 8:20 pm

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What is over the line?


More thoughts in line with last night - if one cannot have a need met (in my case, physical affection) at home, period, is it too much to expect to live without, or can one seek that fulfillment elsewhere? Maybe I'm jsut justifying due ot an overactive guilt complex - s'possible, I guess, but given myneed to feel desired/wanted/attractive (as shallow as it may sound), I can't really feel that out of line for being willing to give in to the advances of another. Is the risk worth it? Most likely not, but if it was, it wouldn't be risk...and at the same time, since my stated desire is discretion, would there be harm in something not revealed? A lot of unanswered questions, but they all revolve around this - would I take that plunge? As of right now, yes, I bleieve I would. At the moemnt, I'll knwo for sure, but it has been a LONG time without that feedback I crave. It could risk everyting, or benefit everything...hard to say. Who's to define guilt, either - religion says one thing, and that's a major shaping force, but then, personal morals play into this and overall desire. More things to ponder on the pillow tonight.

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