Swirls of confusion  

Corqer32 43M
41 posts
7/22/2005 6:05 pm

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Swirls of confusion


Okay, so I'm not a bit mixed up - on the one had, I feel exhilarated - liberated - relieved. I feel as though a spark shot through me and left me glwing in its wake. On the other hand, I feel burdened - guilt, worry, fear...I stand with so much here that is good and wonderful in my life. I've risked it all. I do NOT want to lose this life. Yet I am satiated for the first time in quite a while. This conflicting emotion is powerful enough to leave me feeling unbalanced and a mite queasy. I fear that, while the pleasure is supreme, I cannot bear the cost.

Become a member to create a blog