Ok, so an explaination. . .  

CollegeKid427 36M
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5/24/2005 6:06 pm

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Ok, so an explaination. . .


Palindrome. I never heard of the thing until I saw that Gallery and have a strange fascination with it since. Yeah, sorry for the shitty spelling ahead of time. I've heard so many languages that I've learned bits and pieces of in the last 6 months that its screwing up my spelling. It something that I always took for granted; the ability to feel and recognize that something is spelled wrong from looking at breifly. I have found that with more immersion in more languages, I progressively lose the ability to simply feel it something is spelled right in English. Its weird. Damn. . .I just did it with "weird." Anyway, I must sound like a 60 year old elementary English teacher ...so, moving on. Back to the title of the previous entry; Are we not drawn onward? I suppose in this situation it can be sexuality or hope of meeting new people that are more of what we want them to be or, for some of us, maybe its the thrill that whoever responds to our profile will something that we never thought of? I don't know wat your fix is but I have an idea of what mine is. I know what draws me in. It's less of an idea and more of a fact that I have come to understand and accept. And learned not through some mystic-like epiphany (I think thats spelled wrong but I'm not looking it up right now) but through sometimes painful experiance. What draws you in? To whatever it is that you're being drawn to? Its a good question. This makes me think of another idea I've always had. The fact that people in general (I hate generalizing but sometimes you have to) percieve things to have a beginnig and and ending with some sort of climatic end. .. and when they get to that end, whether they've spent a day, an hour, or the last 20 years of their lives getting there. . .they're dissappointed. I believe its not because its really a let down, I think its the error of the perceiver. They haven't realzied that there is no end and no beginning to almost everything. Life obviously begins and ends to the best of our knowledge but everything else is an ongoing process! Friendships, sexuality, everything in nature, rust, and nearly every other thing that its possible to think of is in constant. . .flux. I love the word. It inspires images of something that is beautifully ever-changing but can never be captured because just when you think you have it figured out and reach for it . . .. it changes into another hue or pattern or shape and baffles you all over again. The only constant is change. . . .. Burn that into you memory cause its the best thing I've ever heard.

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