Afraid to tell...  

HoaryCronySlimy 35M
243 posts
7/8/2006 12:39 pm

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7/11/2006 10:52 am

Afraid to tell...

It is the wooden boat festival here in town, and all manner of old boats are rolling into the marina on Lake Pend Orielle, decked out in the pirate theme.

I am wearing some torn up old slacks and one of those billowing white shirts that Don Juan might wear. In front of my office, I sit out on the sidewalk with my guitar and a bottle of Johny Walker Black and 3 days worth of facial hair, bellowing sea chanties at the confused passerby.

By noon I am getting hot and bothered by my own perverse mind, thinking of how much fun I had playing with myself the other day...all alone in my room cumming to the rythm of my own fantasies.

It got me thinking about how many people are unable to communicate their sexuality to their partner for one reason or another...allways burdened by that terrible question:

"What would they think of me?"

I find myself wishing someone would play with me on this windy summers day. I think about how nice it would be to have a slave...to command some loyal servant who was willing to do ANYTHING to please me for fear of facing my disfavor. What things would I make them do to me, or what would I make them endure?

Secret things, uninhibited acts that I would be afraid to ask anyone else to do...

Would it not be wonderful to be able to fulfill each fantasy without fear of putting off a closed mind or a timid heart? Without wondering if they would be secretly appalled by your insatiable lust.

Mmm...I know what I will be doing on my lunch break...

READERS: What dark desires lurk within the depths of your mind? Are there certain things that you yearn for that you dare not mention to your lover(s), or are you able to share all of your dark and dirty fantasies with them without fear of judgment?

If you are one of those who has to hold their tongue, what would you do with your slave?

...spill it, we're all friends here



angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
7/8/2006 2:11 pm

If I had a slave, I'd probably free him! And then see what he wanted to do! lol


velvetgrrrl 39F

7/8/2006 2:32 pm

Why deny yourselves the pleasures of making your fantasy world a reality. if yuo'r partner and you are truly close and comfortable you should be free to say anything and know that if they're not interested at least they will tell you that hey I'm not really into that. really by fessing up your little dark desires your hidden fantasies your secret yearnings all you are is closeting that urge within yourself and denying yourself something that could make things even more amazing. You never know they could be interested to.

I myself love to submit to another and yet being the dominating personality I am tend to be the top in those situations. I can't expose my weaknesses. I want that aggressive man/woman/couple/group to take advantage of me leave me helpless. Force me to do things that are not considered appropriate behaviour. The idea gets me wet sitting here in front of my computer.

I also like the idea of invovling toy. Ofd being the "man" in the relationship and fucking a man/woman from behind and making them scream. Forcing my cock down their throat and asking them how they like it. Pulling their hair forces them to loook up at me. Oh the wants the needs. The very desires drive me on.

But I act out on these desires and there is a part of me that reaches out to you. I would very much like to see if this desire to dominate is there. I'd like to see you force one on thier knees. me ? Who knows? Who cares? The idea of watchin someone dominate another is exciting unto itself.

Anyhow enough of my rambling drivel. I look forward to another post and the idea of you all pirated up as it were. let's just say it fuels the fodder for my overactive imagination and some lovely scenarios for me to "work through" later

LoL

Until or paths destine to cross again.....
Keep writing as I will surely keep reading

`Velvet
Hell is when u should have walked away, but u didn't.


rm_KarmoHunny 54F
888 posts
7/8/2006 3:18 pm

Yep, it's hard to communicate what I want to my bf. He's very conservative and on the straight and narrow. He would mortified to find out I'm on this site.

Never thought about having a slave.

Rock on, dude!


JuicyBBW1001 54F

7/8/2006 6:05 pm

HMMM Cum hither young man you can be my slave for the day and introduce me to the fine art of cradle robbing

Juicy


HoaryCronySlimy 35M
169 posts
7/10/2006 10:24 am

    Quoting rm_farm_girl84:
    I'm so shy about things, that it's hard to tell my partner what I really want. But when I'm really turned on, I can get him to do what I want him to do to me. There's just one thing, I don't think I'll ever be able to ask. I want to try a 3 some with 2 guys. Don't know if I actually have the courage to pull that one off.
Ahh yes, the idea of our mate being really turned on can cause even the most boring man to bend the rules a bit.

I suppose I am rare in that I would love to have a threesome with a fine lady and a refined gentlemen...unfortunately most men are unable to escape the terrifying idea of being in a room with another exposed cock.

My advice would be to tackle the subject in a relaxed setting after a few drinks . I do hope you get your wish m'lady, it is definately a steamy fantasy!


HoaryCronySlimy 35M
169 posts
7/10/2006 10:26 am

    Quoting angelofmercy5:
    If I had a slave, I'd probably free him! And then see what he wanted to do! lol
Mmmm...Angel, that is a wonderful thought! Could you imaging freeing a sex slave who has been indentured for 10 or 15 years and turning his desires loose like a busted damn?

Wow...I can only imagine what would happen to the lady on the recieving end of that flood...


HoaryCronySlimy 35M
169 posts
7/10/2006 10:45 am

    Quoting doubletrouble_hk:
    We would love to give you a good suck under your work desk mmm

    Ling + Lin xx
wow...just the thought has me Rock Hard allready! Curses...how am I supposed to get up without my co-workers noticing?

<----------- Right Hand going for the wallet, Left hand grabbing the phone to book for flight to the Far East

Thank you both for the kind words! Stop by again


HoaryCronySlimy 35M
169 posts
7/10/2006 11:04 am

    Quoting velvetgrrrl:
    Why deny yourselves the pleasures of making your fantasy world a reality. if yuo'r partner and you are truly close and comfortable you should be free to say anything and know that if they're not interested at least they will tell you that hey I'm not really into that. really by fessing up your little dark desires your hidden fantasies your secret yearnings all you are is closeting that urge within yourself and denying yourself something that could make things even more amazing. You never know they could be interested to.

    I myself love to submit to another and yet being the dominating personality I am tend to be the top in those situations. I can't expose my weaknesses. I want that aggressive man/woman/couple/group to take advantage of me leave me helpless. Force me to do things that are not considered appropriate behaviour. The idea gets me wet sitting here in front of my computer.

    I also like the idea of invovling toy. Ofd being the "man" in the relationship and fucking a man/woman from behind and making them scream. Forcing my cock down their throat and asking them how they like it. Pulling their hair forces them to loook up at me. Oh the wants the needs. The very desires drive me on.

    But I act out on these desires and there is a part of me that reaches out to you. I would very much like to see if this desire to dominate is there. I'd like to see you force one on thier knees. me ? Who knows? Who cares? The idea of watchin someone dominate another is exciting unto itself.

    Anyhow enough of my rambling drivel. I look forward to another post and the idea of you all pirated up as it were. let's just say it fuels the fodder for my overactive imagination and some lovely scenarios for me to "work through" later

    LoL

    Until or paths destine to cross again.....
    Keep writing as I will surely keep reading
Wise words as Always Velvet,

Sometimes, I feel so blessed that I feel guilty! How did I lure this fascinating young lady into my blog?

Those are indeed steamy thoughts. The idea of you accosting some poor soul with a strap-on is interesting to say the least. I once had a dream where my GF came home with a perfectly functioning penis, saying: "Look what I got honey!" (Don't ask how or why LO

The rest of the night was filled with the most unusual role reversal one could hope for...I awoke with cum all over me, fresh from a dream induced orgasm. I glanced over at her with a shy & abashed look...she eyed me questioningly:

"What?"

I started cackling with laughter and embarrassment as I proceeded to tell her this strange story about me sucking her cock and being used all night...(boy I hope none of my friends read this LO. I knew how dense she could be and I thought she would react harshly, but it actually turned her on a bit. Whew! I only wish that were always the case.

Thanks again for brightening my blog with your insight and mysterious beauty...keep it up!


HoaryCronySlimy 35M
169 posts
7/10/2006 11:17 am

    Quoting rm_KarmoHunny:
    Yep, it's hard to communicate what I want to my bf. He's very conservative and on the straight and narrow. He would mortified to find out I'm on this site.

    Never thought about having a slave.

    Rock on, dude!

M'lady, I am well acquainted with that particular situation...

It is difficult to keep our deepest desires hidden from the one we love, it just goes to show what we humans will do to keep from losing our comfort zone.

When every other aspect of our relationship is wonderful, it seems easier to simply hide these parts of ourselves rather than scrap the whole relationship. I know that someone would be very hurt to find out that I am here on AdultFriendFinder as well, yet there is only so much I can give without return.

As Velvetgrrl pointed out, keeping our desires bottles up is probably not healthy for either of us LOL.

I do hope you find satisfaction in the end, whether that means finding a new lover on the side, or a dramatic change in your current relationship. Either way, I am sure that things will fall into place.

Good luck m'lady, drop by anytime!


HoaryCronySlimy 35M
169 posts
7/10/2006 11:21 am

    Quoting JuicyBBW1001:
    HMMM Cum hither young man you can be my slave for the day and introduce me to the fine art of cradle robbing
Why Juicy!

Perhaps it is the morbid lover of darkness in me, but we could also view such a meeting as me robbing the grave


JuicyBBW1001 54F

7/10/2006 5:17 pm

    Quoting HoaryCronySlimy:
    Why Juicy!

    Perhaps it is the morbid lover of darkness in me, but we could also view such a meeting as me robbing the grave
You know if I don't get some soon that might be what you will be doing.

Juicy


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