Some Backround..........  

CandyPantz 49F
11 posts
5/20/2005 4:24 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Some Backround..........

This part is integral in my life story. Knowing this part helps you understand the realities of my future posts...

My life growing up was not terribly exciting. No tragedy, drama or disfunction. If if anything I was too sheltered. So my childhood memories of sexual discovery are numbered and relatively mundane, however, my experiences will change drastically later in life as a result of my upbringing.

First, I was raised in a very strict moral environment, with all family members a good example of it. I rarely heard my parents swear. They never raised their voices to eachother. A few instances of public affection and playfulness, but not much.

As a family we went to church every sunday and there were activities we attended outside of sunday. My mom didnt socialize with neighbor mothers, she was friendly but kept to herself, was a stay-at-home mom and taught piano lessons each afternoon until dinner time.
Dad worked at the railroad and was a supervisor over a department until he retired. His union job took good care of us with the insurance benefits and his salary.

I had 2 older brothers that were 10 and 11yrs older than me. I was adopted since my "mother" was told she couldnt have more children and she wanted a daughter. They flew from the midwest to Arizona to get me. They were privied to see a photo of my natural father and handwritten physical description of my parents and how the birth itself went. Suprisingly 7 years later mom had another baby, a girl.

Im 50% middle eastern. I was given the written paperwork on my natural parents in my teens on a birthday. I was always told I was adopted since I can remember and suffered no ill effect from knowing it. I couldnt have asked for a better family. I feel fortunate

So, bearing in mind that my older brothers were 10 and 11 yrs ahead of me and a sister behind me by 7 years, that leaves me pretty much as an only child for most of my childhood. My brothers graduated high school when I was around 7 or 8 and they both left home to persue college and church missions out of state.

That tidbit in my life is very key! It would shape my attitudes and behavior toward men in the future and be a huge source of confusion and trouble for me... as I had always expected my brothers to return home and life resume where it left off...
Such a NAIVE child I was! ...and now that this is getting too long and there was nothing sexy in it, I will close it off, but tomorrow I will get into some fun stuff!

rm_NeoGigLOB 32M
15 posts
7/30/2005 12:28 pm

Well... In the area of taboo and sexual limitation I was raised just like you... But... See it this way... All the contained energy is ready for a more energetic discharge of it? IsnĀ“t it? And, by the way, you've got a very beautiful face, body and inner self with which you can handle this energy in a wonderful way Don't ya? At least from what is written here and I see in the pic I think so... For you are indeed very beautiful and naivity is part of the road to the develoment of a good nature... Indeed I would have placed you in the list displayed in my blog weren't for the fact that I've seen it's much more practical to take this opportunity of a more personal way to tell you I find you both beautiful and charming. Have a good time beautiful woman...

ripe79 37M
2 posts
9/27/2005 11:39 pm

Candy pants , Naive is not the word. Deprived yes!! Deprived of all the pure pleasures in life and all that goes with it.The way in which you express your self and your history rings clearly to me that you really are a passionate lady with true desires and unlimited expectations.As mentioned you to deserve pleasure in your life, I would love to be that some one. Drop me a line, i find you very interesting.


10/1/2005 1:38 am

Candy you have a very interesting history. My parents had a jacuzzi, and when I was about 11-12 I used to slide my penis up agains one of the jets in the tub. I couldn't ejaculate yet, but when I would climax, it would just stay up there forever. I remember I used to time how long I could take the climax before pulling away. My best time was ... well if you wanna know, just ask.. LOL

If you ever want to meet up, let me know

rm_NateUSMC03 31M

10/23/2005 5:12 am

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