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It happened last night. I was laying in bed and all of a sudden I started thinking of her. It's been about 2 1/2 months now and I WAS doing great. But last night for some reason I got real depressed. I don't quite know what it was but I couldn't get her out of my mind. I wasn't thinking that I wanted her back. I know she's happier now, she told me. Yes we talk. We were best friends for 4 years before we started dating and you can't just turn that off. But I think it was that I realized that I am loosing my best friend more then anything. I saw her with another guy a couple of days ago and I deceided that I just can't talk to her anymore.
I don't know why I'm telling you all this, but I just feel better writting it out.