Cainseviltwin 36M
77 posts
2/28/2006 9:53 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


here's a double-edged statement for my bloggy buddies:

I wish sexual experiences didn't always heighten emotional reations.

Because right now it would feel so very nice if some of the emotions awakened by sunday night's festivities had not showed up.

In case i wasn't direct enough in the last post, I had real problems staying hard during our threesome. I doubt i'd ever admit that, except that it has never happened to me before, so i feel confident that it was very situational. I was trying something brand new that i was all excited and nervous about, and then i went and caffeinated and alcohol-ed myself, just to throw my body off a touch more.

So while I really had a fantastic time, I've all these nagging feelings hanging on. Does he think I'm totally useless, that i wasn't enjoying myself, that I didn't like him? I already know Lover was disturbed by the situation. In fact, she went on her own ... i don't know, call it an inadequacy bender .. seeming to feel somehow responsible for my issues. That makes me feel bad, too, that she is kicking herself on my account. I'd much rather her kick ME than feel all frustrated and upset.

So yea, i wish all these emotions would just leave me alone. because, underneath all of that, i think it was a really hot time. Some crazy fun stuff was done, like two boys giving her oral together, playing with the really amazing vibrator he brought along, watching her ride his long, thick cock, being inside her myself while he added oral for both of us.... and lots of really hot kissing. An interesting interlude of three-way finger-sucking, even.

So there is part two of the description. still haven't captured it. oh well

pet_humility 48F

2/28/2006 10:55 am

Well its only human to feel that way..
Try it again and then tell us what happen..

Cainseviltwin 36M

2/28/2006 1:31 pm

hi pet! welcome to the blog, and thanks ... i definitely shall be trying it again. hell, i'd be trying it again tonight, fat tuesday and all, if it weren't for family commitments...

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