wooo is me....  

CREAMYPUDDLES 53F
170 posts
8/26/2005 2:53 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

wooo is me....


Which way am I heading? I want to muck and suck anything and everything; be like the person I was before I became ill (not that I'm that much different just somedays it hurts like hell to even open my eyes which are muscles too); I want to be able to dance without falling, I want to be able to drive (which is making me crazy) and not depend on others, or have others in my business. I want to have a fuck party here at my house, yet I can't even vacum the floor often enought for myself let alone dust; or feel good about having someone over. I'm tired of hearing, we want to know the person you are not how your house looks, damnit, what female in their half wited mind dosen't like to have her house clean or put on a good impression when meeting someone? And would you really want her if she didn't care? I know I'm bitchin' but I got to get it off my mind. I broke three toes last night bumping into my not put together walker (not needed yet). Trying to get my clothes ready for going to a club tomorrow night (they will be dancing) and I'm so horny I want to run outside and yell, "let me see a pic, cause I don't want to roll over and hate myself".....damn, am I fucked or what? I guess it's too late to ask you not to read this cramp...I'm a women, what can you expect...finished bitchin' now. Thank you.

CREAMYPUDDLES 53F
108 posts
8/26/2005 4:13 pm

thank you mzhunyhole


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