This year...  

CREAMYPUDDLES 53F
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12/28/2005 3:43 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

This year...


It's early Wednesday morning, the new year is around the corner on Saturday; I'm thinking of all the friends from the year I've made; either thur this site or another, and I just beam with glory. I don't know if I can put into words what it's like being shut into your house, learning to live again. Getting angry with yourself because you can't lean over and pick up a pencil, or you have to have some one to help you fasten your bra, etc... Anyway, I have overcome, and funny thing is no one can tell I had a problem; but during those years loneliness, hope and a future seems pointless. Not for giving up, there is just nothing...I can see how people say, "they are just feeling sorry for them shelves", or, "there is a cry out for help", but no, it's not like that at all. Those who say," you have strenght", well, maybe...but if that's true what was the motivation? I'm getting off track here, sorry. I've met a lot of good friends, become addictive to the chat room, I've opened my house to strangers and I've received color to a drab, dull existence and I can't thank you people more for the caring you've shown me. Some people make new years resolutions but I've learned from life not to, just enjoy the good and bad, for it's what makes life worth living. I hope everyone can enjoy minute by minute what is going on in their lives because in the next five minutes it can change to a world you've never known or imagine.
Creamypuddles

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