9 posts
12/6/2005 10:54 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


This is a blog about my life and how I view it. In the past I wanted to remain faithful to my husband and to my God. I guess I'm looking for something to numb my pain. I found some peace in prayer,but it always seemed short lived.It may be something wrong with me. Sometimes I'm alone I fell sad, because I feel so wishy washy. I want to do the right thing, but I also want a little pleasure for myself, too.

A married friend of mine began to tell me how she met a man and a woman, and how she developed a great friendship with them both. On occasion she has sex with them too, and she said it it mind numbing. So I figured that I would do the same. I want to experience a great friendship with mind numbing sex, but I don't want to leave my husband.

I have had a few,(3 men on separate occasions, two of them much younger than me. I have two women on separate occasions. I have a threesome twice with one of the men and one of the women) and it was very, very good, but not mind numbing. I'm not fond of long distance friendships. I've been there and done that. I don't want that drama anymore. I'm not fond of younger men. I have experienced that twice, and it was a disaster. Good pussy make young men go crazy, and make them act crazy too! One younger man I befriended saw me at an intersection and tried to pull me out of the car because I told him I would not see him anymore. The other followed me and found out where I lived, and drove by my house on occasion, but thankfully never approached me or my family. Young men seem to want to own me.

If I say so myself, I am very good at what I do, and I am a great friend sexually and otherwise. I am very conservative in public, but very responsive and aggressive when it comes to sexual expression.

kyplowboy22 61M

12/6/2005 12:37 pm

Welcome to Blogland. Hope you have fun and meet some new friends here. Come by for a visit if you like. Later

kpb kyplowboy22

Amorlindo 51M

12/6/2005 1:01 pm

You are certainly someone who knows well your desirs and are able to identfy and separate love from passion and desires from fantasies. Men do not understand that so well. I wish I could know you better.

rm_lickmepretty 50F
851 posts
12/7/2005 5:58 am

Hi, welcome to blog!

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DowntownCS 35M

12/7/2005 5:55 pm

Welcome to the Blog World. I look forward to getting to know you.

magic12532 29M
1 post
12/11/2005 7:18 pm

i want to get to know u we could be friends sexually or what ever you want to be if we ever meet dont laugh but im short for my age.

rm_hungnhorney4 55M

12/13/2005 7:24 am

Like to get to know you. I can be your non-cling friend with benifits.

mrbaldnga2 50M
35 posts
12/18/2005 6:34 pm

Your blog is very interesting. Life can lead us all in many diffent paths and make us think that we are actually headed to an final destination when in reality there is no final destination in life because it is just an continous journey and in an continous journey there is no final destination. All we can do is appreciate when we do get what our body and minds desires and needs. Pleasure is just that...pleasure....its not often given or unpredictable journey called life.....

Nicholas2062 34M
4 posts
2/3/2006 7:21 am

It is a paradox is it not the battle between your carnal desires and the socialy excepted behavior and your personal belief system. So your sacrifice your sexual bliss for security comfort and family which is a very admirable thing to do, but when can a girl have a little bit of fun?

rm_twiceormore 44M
1 post
2/6/2006 11:58 am

If that is all you would like to do is to have good sex on ocassions then i am your man anytime. I have been down this road before so i know the rules of game.

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