Loving and still Wondering  

Buffy1239 65F
42 posts
3/2/2006 11:16 pm

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3/23/2006 8:47 pm

Loving and still Wondering

Don't know why I started this with a smile, I am about to get into trouble for sure yet again, I had this guy seemed so perfect, just knew it would work out so well for us both, only to be left feeling hurt and alone yet again. He is a gentleman and a wonderful friend still to this day, I know i can count on him to help me get a hold on my feelings all of them , except, my feelings for him. Ahhhh when you come across someone so honest and caring dear gosh it is a shock when it is not well hmm acted upon. I still dream about him and he is comming to try to start over, and you know , I would . Would cut off an arm for a chance to love him,but have to respect someone who doesn't think it is what he wanted after all, before it went too far.
It is too far for me tho because of the times we met and he was ahhh just sooo dang. This man leaves me at a loss for words and i swear i am not usually like that. I find myself thinking about him all the time , when i shouldn't. At work , at store, at home cooking, all the darn time he is on my mind and that shocks me so. So tell me friends how do I get over this , it has turned out to be so much harder than I ever thought. I know i do not want to but please this constant attraction to him needs to stop as he wishes...... Please someone help me

theshadow52 63M
2 posts
3/5/2006 9:40 pm


I am sorry for your loss and just know by reading your words it is him that has lost and not you . You sound like a strong willed and fine lady and sure you will grow from it . If looking to talk just let me know


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