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I've been !
I've been !
My palms are sweating.
My heart is pounding.
I feel violated and used.
Fortunately, my asshole is the same size it used to be. But my bank account is $2500 poorer, because some slimeball cracker got a hold of my ATM card and charged software downloads and porno site registrations. I've spent all morning calling the vendors and luckily most have been good about issuing the refund requests. I have several email address and IP addresses used by the perp but I have little hope of actually catching him. I know it's a him because I can't imagine a woman signing up for Penthouse PetNet, HentaiFactory.com and VirtualGirl.com.
On top of it all, I'm missing work and going slowly insane listening to vapid hold music. And racking up cell phone minutes because the home phone battery drained out from under me.
But this site is about sex, so I'm wondering about the whole fantasy thing. My lesbian friend has fantasies about being forced, if not actually . I think I have a submissive side, too, that could enjoy a beautiful (of course) woman making me do things to her, but I don't know that I could give up all control like that. I'd like to find a dominant woman that would enjoy tying me up, making me her pet, her slave, but there would have to be a lot of trust there.
What do you all think? Any experience with this?