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Everybody knows that my relationship with Bob is strickly sexual. At first i was very against it, but now its like whatever. I get something and so does he. I've been pretty ok with it for the past week or so...
I got a call from one of my exs today and it was like ahhh!!! why the hell did you call me. It just brought back the feelings that i am not in a grounded relationship and I told Bob about it. Ugh...then he ended up telling me, "Lets go out and see if sparks fly" at first I was like uhh...what? lol I was confused. I'm not coming back home (with time that is) until Thanksgiving. Who knows if I'll have time then. My mother will end up smothering me. And my dad will be pissed off cause I'm outta the house when I'm supposed to be spending time with the fam.
In a way I feel weird about it. I guess over time I have become a very skeptical person, that doesnt trust a damn thing. I guess I'll just wait and see if he's not bull shitting me.
Joseph called me...he wants to see me this weekend. What the fuck am I supposed to say to that? I just told him that I dont have time, which is true. I dont want his ass surprising me anymore...
Chris is just really mad at me...He's still tutoring me though...people have been coming up to me and asking me about the little argument of last week. Its embarrasing...