Why is Envy Green?  

BlueLovinLatina 30F
237 posts
9/12/2005 9:00 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Why is Envy Green?


I get that I'm away from my town, I get that I dont want to turn into a little slut. I don't want to have a relationship with anybody down here, even if its some hot frat boy. But i'm SO jealous of my best friend/room mate. She's talking to this guy with colored eyes...he's not hot, but that doesnt matter...the point is that some guy visits her and is all googally-eyed with her on a daily basis. I'm here in my room while theyre in her room making out. I havent kissed a guy since...Joseph surprised me...well my guy friends from when I went back home did, but they dont count, one is gay and the other one is my good friend.

Ugh...If I were still back home...ohh the possibilities.

anywho...guess who called me today? Joseph...he proposed something. Now...its just starting to freak me out lol...I mean I didnt really give it much thought when he said he was falling for me, but now I'm like whoa! Being in Love is a wonderful thing, but the word is often misused you know? but anyway...He said that he wants to go to school here with me. Thats totally crazy. I don't doubt that he can't do it, but NO...!!!

I guess he's fed up since I dont let him visit me and he's scared I might be "taken away" from him...or so he said. He knows that I am able to talk to other people or whatever, but he doesnt know if I am or not. Bob knows about Joseph, but Joseph doesnt know about Bob. I think I should tell him, but I'm not sure yet...I don't even know if me and Bob are actually "talking"...I need some advice.


rm_smegma00 37M
7 posts
9/13/2005 3:22 am

its whatever you want, but joseph sounds clingy and bob isn't trying to be with one girl. in my opinion.


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