Something's wrong?  

BlueLovinLatina 30F
237 posts
12/18/2005 11:52 pm

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Something's wrong?

ok, so I dont know what it was or whats causing this but I dont think i'm attracted to andrew physically anymore. I'm concerned...highly concerned. or maybe its the buzz cut. I have no fuckin idea.

I think its cause...well today he asked me what my mom had said about me marrying him and going to Germany with him. So I said mom's alright with it. So then he was like you have to get on a diet so that you can fit in your wedding dress. I was like alright...thats do-able. But then he said, "Its going to be a size 1" Ok, i admit it, I'm not a thin girl, and I'd like to be smaller, but a size one, to me, is anorexic skinny. a size 5 or 7, thats great to me. but a way, not even if I could wish to be that size and poof there it was, I wouldnt want that. And I know, i KNOW he's not kidding.

So then...i got really pissed off. I dont want to be a size 1. i dont wanna look like the wind could take me away. I dont wanna be bony! And for me to get to a size 1 i have to starve for 2 months. hahahaha. i remember that when Andrew left for bootcamp I lost 20 pounds in two weeks. Ok that was a BIG shock to me.

So then when I got all pissy over other shit and he started talking to me like he's the alpha male, I hung up...I was feeling nauseated anyway. So i looked at this pic I have of him, and i started picking out things I didnt like. And then I was like, what do I like? was hard to say what i did like.

I'm not a superficial person I never have been. But i REMEMBER CLEARLY that when i met Andrew, I wasnt attracted to him at all. But I got to know him, and thats how I fell in love with him. I'm pissed!!!!!

zoopc42 47M

12/19/2005 12:21 am

I would love a size 5 or 7. I always get size 18 thrugh 24. they are great but I want average.

I am not into bony chcs either. can make for some weird sex really

freetime648 52F

12/19/2005 12:38 am

Average anymore for a woman is actually a 10/12....what is with this size one crap! My grand-daughter wears a size one for christ's sakes! And she is only 3 months old.... Girl, tell him you will be a size one when he gets to be the size of Johnny "The Wad" Holmes!!!!!!!!!!!! (by the way he is a very well endowed former porn star).......... A size one my ass!!!!!!!

xx FREETIME648 xx

im_your_man77 39M
961 posts
12/19/2005 1:11 am

If he wants you to be someone that you aren't for your wedding day then I would think long and hard over whether he's right for you. He should be wanting to marry you because he loves who you are no matter what. It's ok to have doubts, you may decide after you have thought it all through rationally that you still love him and want to marry him but you still need to take time to analyse those doubts. You may find that you didn't love him physically at first but loved the way he makes you feel.
Anyway, take care.

rm_paladin5253 64M

12/19/2005 9:33 am

Good thing you found out his true colors before you married him. On the other hand, maybe he thinks you were pining for him and lost 20 lbs. to please him. Some guys seem to want to make a woman over no matter how she is.

BTW, most men would fall out of their chairs, when she walked by, if the woman is over 5' 4" and wearing a 5/7.

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