Nobody there  

BlueLovinLatina 30F
237 posts
8/1/2005 1:35 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Nobody there

So i realized that nobody is really there for me. Nobody is there to ask me how my day was, how I am or what i'll be doing tomorrow. There isnt a single soul in this planet who cares to know. I cant come to anybody with my sob story and expect them to give a damn. i cant expect them to make me feel better because its not their place. I cant just call somebody crying on the phone cause such and such happened...

Joseph...he's there but not there at the same time...I dont have any other way to explain it.

Jim has moved on a long time ago...he's not even much home most of the time, or doesnt have time for me, just for his skanks.

Danny is only there for fun...not for a heart to heart.

Bob...ha...I wish he cared about me...and not be quote in quote busy...

everybody, every guy that Ive met this summer only, ONLY wants to fuck me. i cant blame it on this site cause Bob is the only one I talk to from AdultFriendFinder. Do i look like a slut this summer? have my boobs gotten bigger? Am I wearing revealing clothes? WHAT THE FUCK IS IT? Am I not worth it...not worth being there for, not worth caring for or not worth the time? I feel so useless and worthless and nobody is here to hug me or to tell me anything.

Sometimes...i wish I had married Andrew...

Idunno135 33M

8/1/2005 9:33 am

*Hugs* I am sorry for that. I do hope things will get better for you.

So what are you doing wensday? I am off that day, if you want somebody to talk to with nothing else in mind I am more than welcome to listen.

In a very large way I do understand how you feel. Except I don;t think ANYONE is interested in me for sex.

rm_hap876 42M

8/1/2005 11:35 pm

Hey buddy, this nice guy "I am there for you" routine is not going to work. This girl is a drama queen. She will always seek out guys who treat her like shit. I've seen it a million times. Blue, people are only there for you if you are also there for them. Other than that, could you post a pic of your tits? Maybe something else... Reading your blog is boring the shit out of us. Have a nice day.....

rm_BornNYC69 36M

8/2/2005 9:21 pm

Tell him BlueLovinLatina...hap876 go beat your meat...FAG!

Idunno135 33M

8/3/2005 3:20 pm

Who the fuck are you and frankly why does me being who I am any of your goddamn business?

rm_hap876 42M

8/3/2005 11:57 pm

Your right, its none of my business. Good luck to you, 135.

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