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I was thinking and rethinking and I have decided that I am not going back home this weekend...I will go to Austin instead. I havent partied up there yet, so I might as well do it. I'm not telling my folks...fuck it...I'm sorta kinda grown now hahaha.
Its like just hitting me now that I am not home and that I don't live with my parents. I am basically on my own I guess, but not really. It feels good...
I'm looking forward to getting fucked up this weekend...yay! But after this weekend it will be all work no play...unless I go out next friday...I dont know whats going to happen yet.
I've stopped doing a lot of things since I've been here...I guess typing in this blog is probably the only thing I really keep up with. Though my life is pretty boring and theres not much going on...ugh whatever. My friend told me I need to get laid...and this is coming from a virgin hahahah. i don't doubt that I can get laid, but I'm so PICKY...and scared of becoming what I used to be. If I were back home it will probably be between two guys, thats an easier decision. Ahhh we'll see what this weekend bring about.