Is that called being a hopeless romantic?  

BlueLovinLatina 30F
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9/29/2005 1:22 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Is that called being a hopeless romantic?


I know that this isnt the "right" site to talk about this sort of things...but I don't give a damn hahahaha

Today I was thinking a lot...and when I think a lot i usually talk nonsense. Anyway...I want a relationship with somebody...whoa...that was hard to say. I mean I always knew that i did...its been 3 months since me and Andrew* went seperate ways...i just i dunno...havent admitted it to myself. Its been long enough.

I could always...go the other route. I could get fucked up every weekend...go out and get laid. I could do that as many times as I want but I know that when i come back home I will still be unfufilled. I will have empty hands.

I like Bob a lot...but somewhere deep down inside I know...I KNOW that its never going to get to where I want it to go. He hasn't made it clear to me what he wants...now. Anyway...we've only been talking once a week these past 3 weeks or so...maybe he's fed up with me. He says he's not, but sometimes actions speak louder than words right?

I just want that reassurance, that support, somebody to listen to me, somebody to be there for me without expecting anything in return, somebody to hold my hand, somebody that will smile and laugh with me, somebody to offer his shoulder, or hugs or kisses just to make my worries go away.


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