In Tears...  

BlueLovinLatina 30F
237 posts
11/3/2005 9:05 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

In Tears...


I went to the doctor today...I'm not so happy. I'm sad...I'm terribly sad. I cried the whole drive home. Plain and simple...my doc said that my ovaries just dont work...thats why i have irregularities, thats why I cant loose weight easily...

MY OVARIES DONT FUCKIN WORK!!!

That means that if I ever would want to have kids...it would be a miracle for me to conceive.

The whole beauty behind being a woman is being able to give birth to a little somebody.

I told my mom and I was sobbing...the type of sobbing that you dont really understand what people are saying...and she said that with the power of God everything is possible. How dare she mention God...?!?! God has forgotten about me long ago. She said that we would go to other doctors when i returned home to get different opinions...this was already my second opinion.

My head hurts from so much crying...my whole body is hot. I used up a whole roll of toilet paper already...

Now I understand why I've never gotten pregnant even though I've had plenty of unprotected sex...and plenty of sex altogether.

I wish Andrew* was here...how much I wish that he was here...I'M IN SO MUCH PAIN.


Olexbluexeyes 37M

11/4/2005 1:02 pm

This is something that is so hard to talk about becasue it is so personal and is difficult to deal with. But never give up, my friend has a similiar situation and she thought she would never have kids either but that miracle that you mentioned happened to her and she has a beautiful little daughter now, so never give up, its always the unexpected that happens.


txguy6419 46M

11/6/2005 10:29 pm

I'm sorry to hear about that. It's a hard thing to hear news like that. But you never know.. you may be able to. I hope you are able to not let this thing get you too down.


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