This is the end  

Blue12eyes 51M
111 posts
1/25/2006 4:12 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

This is the end


Hi all
This here be Blue's last Blog so will try and make it a happy one . Over the
last few months i have made some nice friends on line and have chatted to
some of you personally by fone. As you all know i have been through the mill
the last few months with the op and that but that was only one part of the
equation and all was well till 2 weeks ago since that i have got slowly
worse . Sometimes people get better sometimes they dont. I have been in the
room but as some will have noticed i am not my usual chatty self in there so
i will visit the room one last time before i shut down completely. To all
who are going to the meet in belfast and the one in Athlone this weekend
have fun my thoughts will be with you all.
To a few friends out there my chats with you were always enjoyable if i can
be so bold to name you ah here goes : First and foremost Silky - what can i
say about this lady she has been a power of strength to me An angel in
disguise .
Sula , Belfastbound , Mimi , Ladyjim , Gata , Sassy , Stiff , Manic , Mac ,
AQ , people i chatted to most of all on line be good love ye all .It was
a pleasure and i mean that.
My final thoughts are these soon i will be back with the 3 people i miss
most in life Mum , Sister , and Brother , Life has its knocks backs and i
have accepted it all along i just never gave the full story out here. Hey i
am happy till i leave and as i say" if you see someone without a smile on
there face give them one of yours " only prob is mine are running out fast.
Leave u with the words of this song :
Angel

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it OK
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you feel
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the Angel, may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escape one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

Take care
Blue12eyes

rm_gata11459 57F
10597 posts
1/26/2006 3:59 am

blue....?? xoxo gata

Peace xxx K


Sulabula 45F
12658 posts
1/26/2006 1:54 pm

Sula xxx

Sula xxx

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parkingspacereq 45M

5/25/2006 2:03 pm

blue
take care, neverknew you but from what people have said tonight i though i would read your blogs, and then read this, hope you are happy with the ones you love now
god bless and rest in peace
parking


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