SexyBrownCali.... please forgive me :(  

BlkBiSweetie 43F
16 posts
4/26/2006 12:12 am
SexyBrownCali.... please forgive me :(

Apology to SexyBrownCali

I am saying my apology here because I am not a standard member so I can not contact them directly unless the contact me first.
SexyBrownCali is a cool, down-to-earth couple who made me laugh. They were funny and fun and total without issues. And I totally fucked it up! They came over, we had a great time. they were fantastice! I didn’t call them back. My ex started calling me and I felt confused and didn’t know what to do. Should I tell him about them? Should I tell them about him? Does it matter? I wanted to try again with my ex but I didn’t know what to say to my new friends... so I didn’t say anything to anyone. The longer I didn’t say anything the more I felt I couldn’t call and say anything. What would SexyBrownCali say? I am sure they hate me by now. I hate myself too.

Things didn’t work out with my ex. I miss my new friends SexyBrownCali and now I am so mad at myself for not being an adult about it and just call them and tell them about how I was feeling. I am so upset.... I just wanted to get this off my chest. Maybe SexyBrownCali can find it in their heart to forgive me, even if they don’t want to talk to me.

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