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How can we go thru life and never know how to truly love or for that reason be in love... Love where you totally let go, where nothing else matters and you entrust the other person to be the caretaker of you soul... Crazy concepts--I think not. Everyone knows the tone and cadence of my post... The ramblings of a heart torn and of my ghetto soul... NO MORE! For I can finally say I've been emancipated... This gift this power of a man I hold is for one... One special person who truly is going to know me... You see... I've proven to myself over and over again that it was never about the sex as my X claims... All I ever wanted was someone who could fully express... The passion, the romance inside... I've written scathing indictments full of anger inside cause I was rejected by her who was the sole recipient of my gift... I was angry and holding on, why? For nothing... I feel sorry for her that she was never truly able to understand my side and let go... Maybe it was fear... I don’t know but I've heard all of her excuses... I'm tired... Bottom line she didn't try and gave up on me... Today my soul cries out--I'm free!!! Don’t know where life will take me I just ask God for peace for my soul and sanity.
For those who understand me and know my gift first hand--A heartfelt thank you from the bottom of my heart... For you know my trials... and the mind prison I put myself in... Over the next few weeks there will be a noticeable change... Like a caterpillar to a butterfly I will emerge stronger better person. My emancipation is almost complete. For all that shall see this post greetings