Oi...  

BigButSexy84 32F
55 posts
1/12/2006 9:48 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Oi...


It's just going to be another night of getting drunk off my ass because I can't handle what I'm feeling inside.

Nobody to blame but myself.

Can't force someone to want to be with me, nor should I.

Everything in life is an experience, an while it may seem crappy in the moment, it gets better.

I still care about him, and it breaks my heart knowing what had happened. Though I will think of the good moments we shared and some of the wild nights we had.

But, it is what it is, and that's all there is to it. You can't change someone, nor should you. They are who they are.

Life brings so many emotions, and you just have to try your hardest to deal with them. When I wake up in the morning, I'm going to face everything straight on, and deal with what comes my way the best that I can. Because in the end, it's going to be okay.

utbucky 49M
163 posts
1/13/2006 7:36 am

your right, in the end, it will be ok, dont ever forget that.


BigButSexy84 32F

1/13/2006 6:17 pm

    Quoting utbucky:
    your right, in the end, it will be ok, dont ever forget that.
lol especially when you have a waterworks session at work, it helps.

I'm doing all right. It's all right. It will be all right. I wonder how many different ways I can use all right?


bgzevs 29M
5 posts
1/14/2006 11:36 am

You felt in love and I understand u I also had this feel under my skin but very fast everithing change and go in right way(in my case we are together again) Just little courage and belive that everything will be Ok need and time cure your illnes.
I wish u luck to forget him


utbucky 49M
163 posts
1/17/2006 10:27 am

    Quoting BigButSexy84:
    lol especially when you have a waterworks session at work, it helps.

    I'm doing all right. It's all right. It will be all right. I wonder how many different ways I can use all right?
a waterworks session? im think im lost of this one lol


BigButSexy84 32F

1/17/2006 12:29 pm

    Quoting utbucky:
    a waterworks session? im think im lost of this one lol
lol crying

I know, drama, drama, drama - I was talking to my friend at work before my shift was supposed to start. I was telling her what had happened, and I just started crying even though I was trying to act like nothing bothered me. Luckily it was just my friend, me, and one other employee back there.

It's all good though.


ingenue29 41F

2/21/2006 9:17 am

AFTER FINDING WHAT I WANT.....
I LEARNED THAT LOVE DOES NOT HURT AND IT IS NOT A BATTLEFIELD.
also, how are you going to find what you are looking for if you r stil loking at old memories of what did not work??


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