wtf is wrong with me  

BiCollegeGirlie 31F
73 posts
7/30/2005 1:30 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

wtf is wrong with me

If you only knew the pain
The pain I keep inside
The pain that makes me "me"
Then without it who am I
In a room with broken walls
And I'd let you see the dreams
I want you to see

I need to step outside of myself….

Step outside of my emotional instability..
And put on a happy face..
And just LIVE…

Stop bringing those around me down…
I wanna be happy…
I don’t want to cry myself to sleep every night…when I do sleep that is…
So im gonna do STEPPING OUT….
I can do this…
I can….

Right? I can be happy... or i can do a much better job pretending that i am...

CaboWaboVHnut 56M
637 posts
8/7/2005 10:16 am

Hey Girl !!! Pretending you're happy is a hard job ! I know from experience ! Have you talked to your Doctor about this ? I know what you mean when you say: WTF is wrong with me ? I've battled anxiety and depression all my life. It's a bitch !!! I've gotta run right now, but I'll be back to check on you. Post my blog if you want to. I may have some good advise / suggestions to try and help. Peace !!! Cabo !!!

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