fucked up me  

BiCollegeGirlie 31F
73 posts
8/24/2005 9:16 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

fucked up me

It takes more time than I've ever had,
Drains the life from me,
Makes me want to forget,
As young as I was,
I felt older back then,
More disciplined,
Stronger and certain,
But I was scared to death of eternity,
I was saved by grace,
But destroyed by naivety,
And I lied to myself,
And said it was for the best

And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was,
Now that I'm older,
And I know much more than I did back then,
But the more I learn,
The more I can't understand,
And I've become content with this life that I lead,
Where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything,
And I lie to myself,
And say it's for the best,

drnick20054 28M

8/25/2005 7:17 am

The more you see the less you know
The less you find out as you grow
I knew much more then than I do now

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