Sleepless in Boo town!  

Becca53913 57F
151 posts
4/27/2006 2:48 am

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5/8/2006 9:24 am

Sleepless in Boo town!

4:32 am and I am still wide awake. Darn I have to get up in say 2 hrs! May as well stay up as I may sleep right through the alarm. LOL My son would be late for school and I would be that to clean furniture. oh so sad if I did not have to do that!

I play some spider solitaire and it pisses me off! Damn stuff is addicting.

Not looking forward to morning. My son is a bear and so hard to wake. He thinks he owns this house. No boundaries with that one. Guess it came natural by being raised with a adult sister and all adults in the home. No dad so I think he tries to fill the man spot where one should have been.

BBw e-mail me I left some hints of my own since I can't seem to get through to you!

smoking a cig. why do I like them so much? A breath of relaxation filters through my system. Guess we all have something, right?

Feeling lonely! Been without a mate to long. But could I cope with one now. So much chaos going on in my life. Sure would like some hot playtime. Funny though I would be scared to death! feel like a virgin again. Well probably qualify after nine yrs of being celibate. Guess sleeping beauty is waking up! Now what do I do as I don't sleep around. My heart is to easily captured and I pick the bad boys. Guess leave sleeping dogs lay.

Fantasy can often be better then reality! My get it out of my system with writing but I usually stay away from that!

Any sleepless night people like me?
Becca


singleagain53578 46F

4/27/2006 4:31 am

You have your days and nights mixed up Cuz. You sleep all day long then you are awake all night long. If I didn't work these later hours, I would be over there and make sure that you don't sleep all day long.

Yes Spider Solitaire is addicting! BBW e mail her, she has been trying to get hold of you for ages. I want a CIG right now. Grrrrrr
Quit again.

Loneliness BITES! But get out. Be with adults. One of the girls I work with and I are going out to either the bowling alley or Towne Lounge tonight after work for drinks. Want to come along?

~SINgle~


Becca53913 57F
131 posts
4/28/2006 9:54 am

So complicated girl mine is easy now that is easy! E-mail me soon! I will try to get your code. Go to my space and find me easy! I can e-mail you from there also same as above.


rm_stubby241 56M

5/1/2006 7:51 am

bbw:

(Wo)Man even I can't figure that our and I'm a rocket scientist.

Becca: I'm an incurable insomniac. That's why I have two jobs. My day job as a rocket scientist (for the government) and I deliver newspapers from 1:30 - 6:00am. It's either that or sit here and blog all night (I don't get paid to do that though, but it sure is more fun).

Glad to hear your wanting more from life. Too bad I have no clue where you live I'd drop in and treat you to a coffee. I don't think I'm the bad boy. But sometimes I surprise even myself. You probably live very far away anyways. I live in Canada's Capital City Ottawa.

Best wishes Rick (Stubbs)


Becca53913 57F
131 posts
5/3/2006 1:01 am

You live in Canada? That is far away. I am an hr from Madison, WI. Well guess that is out. Not a bad boy mmmm I think maybe as I have read your blogs! LOL Hope you get some sleep sometime! I signed up with Chase. They are going to foot the bill to start me up on an internet store. They get a kick back from running the credit card sales. It is either my smartest move or my dumbest. I locked in for 4 yrs as they don't want to invest that much and have someone back out. I had almost a two hr interview! So I guess I will finally be in business for myself. A lifetime dream. My whole family is in business. Well almost all. Pray for me if you are a praying man!
hugs
Becca


rm_stubby241 56M

5/4/2006 2:29 pm

Congratulations on your new life. It will be one and I hope you'll take the time to enjoy it. 4 years will go by very quick and you'll be very busy as I'm sure you'll be successful. You will be in all my prayers from hence forth onwards.

Okay okay, I'm not an angel. But I have lived a very fulfilling life and it gets better everyday. lol


Becca53913 57F
131 posts
5/5/2006 7:03 am

Stubby non of us have been angels that is for sure! I have done things when I was in my 20's that are embarassing but what a fun time! LOL Miss those times even when they did sometimes cause pain. I had a close bunch of friends that was tight. I miss that. Is everything you write True? LOL or is some wishful thinking? I have been putting long hrs into the biz but will keep trying to catch up with my blogs!
smiling
Becca


rm_stubby241 56M

5/5/2006 12:35 pm

My little secret is that if it says fantasy or dream it is not true. Everything else is true. I used to look back at some of the things I did as embarrassing. But now I look back as fond funny memories. I only have two regrets (Skeletons). Those I have buried deep inside. They are the only times where I hurt someone, they weren't deliberate, but I have to live with them.

Stubby


Becca53913 57F
131 posts
5/8/2006 9:22 am

Stubby no you don't! God forgives us and it is wiped clean never to be remembered. Why should we not forgive ourselves?

What ever the wrong was try to get their forgiveness and move on. If they do not give it that is then their problem as you tried to make ammends. Do not clutter your life with things that cannot be changed. Wipe it clean as God has done. We do better when we know better. Everyone has skeletons. All are human. I use to carry that around with me and it just got to heavy. It is also not me anymore. Now I want to keep a positive energy around me with God. What you surround yourself with affects you and those around you. Do the best you can, help when you can, Love when you can, learn all you can. That is all that is expected. I will still slip but I try to think a few moments before I speak now as my tongue can be as sharp as darts. I know this and have to watch this especially if I am hurt or on the defensive. Know your weakness, take measures and stay out of those no win situations.
God Bless you my friend
Hugs
Becca


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