Scared  

Becca53913 57F
151 posts
5/3/2006 1:17 am

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5/7/2006 10:54 am

Scared

Life has a way of scaring the hell out of me. I just don't trust life anymore. It seems that it can turn on you in a moment! Right now it is 3am and again I am still awake worrying about the decisions I have made.

I am starting a E store again (internet commerence) this time I am not footing the bill Chase bank out of Manhattan has a program for getting Entrepreneurs started. They foot the start up costs. Have training from step one through and a team for support. They make their money off of the credit card sales of the site. I don't make money they don't make money so it is a really comprehensive program and they gave me almost a 2 hr interview. Found out I have great credit! LOL

It should take around 6 wks for start up but I hope to be going sooner. down down goes the check book balance. Can't get to much lower being out of work for 6 months. Now my other foot is starting in. Damn!

Pray for me please! This was an answer to a prayer of mine! Be careful what you pray for!!!! Now I am scared shit less! I know I can do it though but I still fear failure!
shaking
Becca


HeardLankaMalls 55M
2925 posts
5/3/2006 7:30 am

Good luck Becca!!

It's always scary to start something new. But I'm sure you'll do well once you're up and running.

Best wishes and prayers


rm_stubby241 56M

5/4/2006 2:22 pm

Becca, I know you can do it. You also have all our prayers and support behind you. It's good to be scared. In fact if you weren't scared I would be worried. But take it all in stride. Enjoy what your doing. Take time to savour the moment. When you are successful, you'll look back and say to yourself, "That was easy and boy was it sure a lot of fun".
Don't forget us little guys when your sitting atop of Becca tower.


Becca53913 57F
131 posts
5/5/2006 7:07 am

Cor, Lioness,Stubby and BBW thanks so very much for believing in me. I was so afraid to tell my Dad but he is being very supportive. He really doesn't understand E commermance that is probably a good thing so he doesn't freak. LOL Keep praying!

It will take a lot of my time now but I will try to keep blogging and keep up with my awesome friends here!
Hugs to all
Becca


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