Twenty years......  

BeachMystress 48F
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8/7/2006 2:59 am

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8/7/2006 4:24 am

Twenty years......

Original post date - Thursday, November 25, 2004

Current mood: introspective

Twenty years.. it's a long time, isn't it? This Thanksgiving is the marker of the 20 year anniversary of my fiancee's death. It was actually a few days after Thanksgiving but I moved the marker to a day I knew I'd have people around to love and support me. So tomorrow will be 20 years since I've lost him. I don't often think about him and feel sad anymore. I'm to the point of the memory of him bringing smiles rather than pain. So why am I sitting here now with tears in my eyes? Why am I thinking of how different my life would have been if he'd have lived. I'd be in Ohio still probably. I'd probably have several children. Isn't it funny how one small bit of metal can change the world.

rm_basic12369 63M

8/7/2006 3:37 am

don't know what to say except that your words brought out strange feelings, could it be empathy? just feel deeply for you in some sense.

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