when the student is ready the teachers appear  

Barbiebunny69 43F
1457 posts
5/3/2005 6:22 pm

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when the student is ready the teachers appear

On the eve of my 32 brithday I sit and reflect upon a lot of things. I think somehow I went to the maker before I was born and said..Ok God gimme all the tribulations before my 30th birthday, then the next 30 will be downhill.

Becareful what u wish for..lol..but last 2 years have been a rebeginning, like the phoenix out of the fire. Im looking forward to the future because for the first time in a long time i have great key people in my life that arent out to use me-- but rather Support me as i do them in return. But im still working on my pride thing asking for help. I appreciate them so much they have no idea how deep down its made a weary heart smile.

I find myself straddling the im not old but im not young moment in time. Sometimes I like being a bit more experienced but when babyfood calls me old! 32! HA, I plow him into the ground to let em know 32 isnt THAT old daisycakes!!

But also at 32 I meet wonderful people experienced more than me and their wisdom..sure they my be even approaching the 50-60s but their fire passon for life mixed in with a grounded sense of who they are proves a rather intoxicating mix all their own style. I definately think 50 is the new 40.

WHY because everyones taking better care of themselves. Now if i can get my head unwrapped over the trippy number 50 thing..but thats my issue im trying to change with the times too. They say when the student is ready the teachers appear. I guess im ready to move on..and that is exciting...to see the phoenix fly brilliantly amoung the night sky in its new splendor again.

Now...Wheres MAH Birfday cake!!!!!

mnfun952 102M

5/3/2005 7:01 pm

Your 30's are pretty cool.... we're all a bit older, have better jobs (which allows us to afford better adventures) and we don't give a rats ass what other people think. We've experienced some tragedy and can appreciate how fragile people are, at the same time - we know that things DO get better, with a little bit of time.

Enjoy your birthday, you sexy little fuzzball!! I wish I could help you celebrate - it would be a hell of a lot of fun!

zenyen 65M

5/3/2005 7:09 pm

You have no idea how young 32 is, Barbie. Hell, I still felt good when I was in my late 40's. I forget who said "youth is too valuable a thing to waste on the young" (probably Mark Twain), but I recognize the truth of it more and more every year. Enjoy it.

Barbiebunny69 43F

5/4/2005 1:31 am

mnfun can i take a raincheck for lunch u studmuffin
Thanks Zen (huggles)

LimesMastsAvoid 70M
456 posts
5/4/2005 7:25 am

The young have aspirations that never come to pass, the old have reminiscences of what never happened. Be here now, be somewhere else later.

purejoy4fem 46F/44F
682 posts
5/4/2005 7:42 am

Bunny, believe us, 32 is not old.

mygmyg 59M

5/4/2005 9:11 am

Barbie Bunny, Happy Happy Birthday!!Hope the day is wonderful, enjoy you only have one 32nd! Sounds like you did some reflection, reassessment, and some thinking about your future. It is wonderful and very cathartic to do this, helps with your goals and growth as a person. Continue to grow, search for and achieve the things your heart and mind long for.
Kisses and Soft, Warm Hugs....about 33 of'em, the extra for the Good Luck you surely deaserve!!

mnfun952 102M

5/4/2005 3:37 pm

Happy Birth..day.. Mr...President.... Happy Birth..day... to... you! (my best Marylin impression)... Enjoy your day, and YES you may have a raincheck..lunchables..sometime in the future....as long as you bring the strapon.


chowbox2004 43M
210 posts
5/4/2005 3:52 pm



5/4/2005 3:53 pm

HAPPY B DAY Bunny , may you have big , well never mind lol

expatbrit49 62M

5/4/2005 3:59 pm

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday dear Bunny
And your onnnnly 32

Thank You for Your Time and Attention

LustGoddess2469 50F  
2453 posts
5/4/2005 4:26 pm

Happy Birthday Bbunny! Hey, who's gonna give you your birthday spanking?


Gunslinger1954 62M

5/4/2005 4:54 pm

Happy Birthday Barbiebunny! Remember, old age and treachery will always overcome youth and exuberance. Your right in the middle so may you have the best of both. Treachery and youth, that is...

Bonnie turned 32 while we were together - I have a real soft spot in my heart for 32 year olds. Have a good one, baby.

Barbiebunny69 43F

5/4/2005 10:23 pm

Lust the MPP (magic pussy patrol) members are having a party for me and im really gonna get spanked.. least 32 times..but hopefully there will be a recap blog/pix on monday if my bunny tail is ok enuff to survive the drive back home from sacramento! But If ure in Sac area on saturday night lemme know and ill give u directions so u can buy me a drink and a spank!!!

Mnfun my strap on is like my american express card..i dont leave home without it.

Thanks everyone for the well wishes u guys are awesome!!! Lixxxx

mnfun952 102M

5/5/2005 4:53 pm

note to self - find clients in Sacramento so I can be there on business...often....

Sinderlicious 51F
310 posts
5/8/2005 7:17 pm

*flipping through some rather interesting pics from this weekend*

Bunz...that body may have found it's way to earth 32 years ago..but that mind has been around the life track a few times baby! *grinning*

I vote for a little bit of everthing.....ya don't have only one vibrator right?!?! *grinzzzzzzzzzzz*

Sin like you mean it!

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