BabyfaceLouie 55M
98 posts
9/9/2006 12:00 pm

Last Read:
9/14/2006 2:31 pm


I'm pissed off. Pissed off with everything and everybody. I'm pissed off with this site and with this blog. I only write it for myself, and I really don't care if anyone else reads it. I was hoping that writing about how I felt would help, but it hasn't.

Most importantly I'm pissed off with myself, my thoughts and my feelings. I'm sick of being human, sick of being me. But I'm stuck with it. Even my alter-ego's sick of me.

I thought I'd made progress with my emotional state. But I haven't.

Thought I'd made some resolutions and come to terms with things, thought I was able to move on. But I haven't and can't. I'm just so full of pain and hurt and rage.

And I'm sick of the cyclical nature of it all. Yes, I'll bounce back. Yes, I'll be fine. But for how long? One month? Six weeks? Maybe eight?

What IS the bloody point.............

Breathelessbimbo 49F

9/9/2006 12:12 pm

I do hope things brighten up for you....right now my blood pressure is beginning to soar too.

Can i ask what your post has to do with urinalysis?

try_ME45 57F

9/10/2006 11:44 am

All things pass babe. x

RubyRedPetal 44F

9/14/2006 2:11 am

i'm not sure what the point is babe but i am more than happy to debate it with ya over a bottle of gin. x

Oo maybe it is the opportunity to call people things like sweetiepops...whaddya reckon??

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