Strange Days........  

BabyfaceLouie 55M
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8/24/2006 2:51 pm

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8/29/2006 11:21 am

Strange Days........

I've felt quite strange today. Actually, very strange. Physically I feel fine. Quite energetic. Restless, but not agitated. On edge, but in a good way somehow. I mean, I'd been into town and back by 12pm, walking, and been into almost every damn shop. Thats a round trip of around 5 miles. Danced around my house to a load of music for an hour. Then I walked to another part of Hull and back, which was around 3 miles. Actually ran some of it. Came home and danced some more. Talked to a friend about a crisis they were having. Danced some more.

Its now past 1030pm and I don't feel tired. I've been finding that I have to force myself to go to sleep about 2ish in the morning and am up again around 7ish at the moment. Normally, I can sleep for Britain. I have an irrational desire to go for a run, but this is not an area of Hull you go for a nightime run in. Still want to dance. Damn!!!!!

I feel...........different. Emotionally. My spiritual side is running amok at the moment. And no, not religious, but spiritual. You know, how we perceive ourselves and our 'fit' into the world and all that shite? I feel almost accepted. Music is sculptural and textured with interplay and dynamic nuances, written words are profound, television is meaningless. Its as if my internal filters are functioning differently, allowing me to see things almost for the first time.

D'you know? Years ago I'd have spent good money to feel like this? FLMAO!!!!!!! And no.......I'm neither drunk or stoned.

Why am I blogging this???????????? I'll just get even more of a reputation for being a weirdo or for being 'complicated'.

I'm blogging this for me. So I can look back when I feel like shite and realise that I can feel good and that maybe, just maybe, the universe loves me. Even if its just for today. But the universe has loved me. And right now, I love it too.

RubyRedPetal 44F

8/25/2006 3:24 pm

I know what your sayin babe, i feel like that sometimes, not tonite mind! But sometimes. xx

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try_ME45 57F

8/29/2006 8:38 am

Its a good feeling isn't it? x

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