Calling Capt Yossarian..........  

BabyfaceLouie 54M
98 posts
8/12/2006 3:17 am
Calling Capt Yossarian..........


I've been thinking about what a friend said to me a few weeks ago. I've been thinking about it quite a lot. They said that it was time for me to stop 'struggling' against the slings and arrows of life (well, just life actually) and learn to accept more. That it was the struggling that causes me distress. But, I've always been a struggler, and I don't know how to stop. Its almost as if without the struggle, the pain, I'm nothing.

I feel like a fly caught in a spiders web. If I struggle I attract the spider and get caught up even more. But.... If I struggle I have a chance of breaking free. If I don't struggle I'll never get unstuck and just sit and wait for the inevitable. And I'll feel like I've given in and accepted defeat.

And I don't do sit and wait very well or accepting defeat.

So how do I get round this Catch 22?

Answers on a postcard to the usual address............

"I made a meet
With a Magic Man
Who laid some tricks for me
He said 'you do need help my friend'
I whispered..... 'obviously'"

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