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I have three teenage daughters, and they all have different personalities. The three of them can be the sweetest girls ever, but, man when they are fighting with each other or with me, it like they are possessed. There are nights it amazes me that they are still alive at bed time.
Sometimes I am sure I was not meant to be a mom, I have not patients with them, and it takes every ounce of my body to not just get in a car and drive away. I have been a single mom for so long, I just wonder if I will make it till the girls are old enough to be on their own. I am so impressed with single parents that work, go to school, and raise their kids, and they turn out to be these wonderful well balanced kids. I worry about the girls, all the time, if something happens to me, I am not sure they would be able to pull it together and live with their dad.
Sometimes I am so jealous of their dad; he swoops in gets to do the fun stuff, sends me money and then goes back to his childless life. I would not change having the girls with me all the time. But I certainly do enjoy my alone time.
Ok just a whole bunch of rambling cause I can’t get to sleep, because I am bothered by a fight with one of the girls.