my 1am thoughts that just won't stop  

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8/27/2006 10:23 pm

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8/28/2006 4:37 pm

my 1am thoughts that just won't stop

why is it that there are things in this life i can just deal with doesn't bother me at all. Then there are the others that eat away and gnaw at me until i want to scream. Thoughts i shouldn't have. i don't like it when my gut feelings start to appear. They are never a good sign for me but i'm not sure how to deal with it this time. and then there is the other side of the gut feeling that says it can be all straightened out with communication open and clear. Why is it that some people can be told over and over again the same thing. But they never understand it or will not allow themselves to hear what that person is saying. I dislike having to worry about how everything i do effects others. I don't want to worry if i'm not doing anything wrong. There is no way that i will allow myself to feel guilt over that ... and that is the way i would normally feel.

shybutneedinit 47F

8/28/2006 4:42 am

oh hun, I am the same way... If I allow it. I try not too, cause if I did, I would be in that realm all the time. I am a thinker and a self-hater at times. So.. what I do, is try to enjoy what I have positive in my life. And there is always something positive, so matter how hard we try to say there isn't. Chin up hun, and I am always here if you need to talk . Hugsss.


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