Day 71: Message in a bottle, yeah...  

AGNJoe1 46M
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1/19/2006 8:18 pm

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Day 71: Message in a bottle, yeah...

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Again, nothing to report.

I keep thinking of this song from the Police, "Message in a Bottle", and today the lyrics fit pretty well with my demeanor. I really do feel like I need to send out an SOS, but I do not know or think I'll see messages coming back to help save me.

Just a castaway
An island lost at sea
Another lonely day
With no one here but me
More loneliness
Than any man could bear
Rescue me before I fall into despair

I'll send an SOS to the world
I'll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle

A year has passed since I wrote my note
But I should have known this right from the start
Only hope can keep me together
Love can mend your life
But love can break your heart

I'll send an SOS to the world
I'll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle

Walked out this morning
Don't believe what I saw
A hundred billion bottles
Washed up on the shore
Seems I'm not alone at being alone
A hundred billion casatways
Looking for a home

I'll send an SOS to the world
I'll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle

Sending out an SOS


I'm sorry I've been kind of on the dark side lately, but when there's not much to report to help me either get laid or pay my bills, the depressive funk I've been in has been hard to shake as of late. It's not really attractive, but at this moment, I'm not one to care right now if anyone finds me attractive or not. I just wish I could find something to cheer me up. I also think it's because my 36th birthday is approaching soon, yet I don't think I'll find too much to be cheerful about that either. I have decided to take the 25th off, which is my birthday in order to have a ME day, and try and relax a bit. I need to unwind, and no sex for over a year isn't helping any right now.

I'm not sitting idly by however. I've been trying to find ideas or ways to improve my situation moneywise. I haven't thought of any yet. But when I do...I'll let you know. Well, that's it for now. I'm signing off tonight's diary. Thanks for reading, keep fighting. That's all I can do...keep fighting. Like John Wayne.

AGN Joe


LustGoddess2469 49F  
2453 posts
1/20/2006 6:58 am

Hang in there, sweetie. Things WILL get better. Trust me, I know. It's okay to feel down now and then - it makes us appreciate it more when we're feeling good.

If I was there, I'd give you something to smile about for your birthday.

Lusty


AGNJoe1 46M

1/20/2006 8:17 pm

Awwww, shucks ma'am.

And thank you for the kind words, Lusty. They mean so much...


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