Day 20: Another new day...same old problem.  

AGNJoe1 46M
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11/29/2005 8:55 am

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Day 20: Another new day...same old problem.

Eh. That's how I feel today. Eh. I appreciate people checking out my blog, and I am getting some women looking at it, and in the process looking at me, I'm still getting no responses. No winks, no e-mails, just looks. And I am getting some women looking at me, it's just that because I'm married, no one wants to be with me I guess because I'm having problems with my wife. Which I understand, and I'm not going to say what is wrong or what's right. All I would like to do is to be able to spend some time with another woman, be able to be their friend, and have sex. That's all I want.

And I'm not going to whine or complain about it anymore. I just want to hook up with another woman or two, and screw their brains out. I want to lick and lick and lick a woman until my toungue falls out of my mouth. I know, pretty gross metaphors, but when you have all of this pent up sexual frustration, in which you are not getting any sex for such a long period of time, it gets to you. Right now, my two best friends are my right and left hands.

But I want to change that. I want to be able to dive down between a woman's legs and eat away and I want a woman to ride me until the sun comes up. I want some raw, animalistic sex, the type where the sweat drips right out of your pores. And personally I think that's partly what's scaring off the women. Because if I were to get a hold of any woman right now, I seriously do not think they could handle me at the moment. I might just break them. LOL!

Seriously though, all I can do is just wait. I'd really love to hook up with someone, but I don't know if it will happen or not. And it is flattering that I have women from around the US and in other parts of the world. It's just that the people who might be interested live so far away, that unless they were to come to Chicago, I just don't see myself hooking up. That is of course, unless someone in my area is interested, but so far, I haven't seen anyone interested. I mean, I've gotten a couple of looks from some women in the area, but none that have winked me in my area to say, "HEY, I'm interested." And the people I have on my hotlist which I've winked repeatedly are not responding. So, I'm kinda stuck in a waiting pattern for now.

Well, that's all I have for now. Hopefully the luck will change, but until then, thanks for reading.


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