Day 112: I've returned...  

AGNJoe1 47M
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3/1/2006 8:18 pm

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Day 112: I've returned...

Ok folks, I'm back.

First off to all of my readers, my apologies. This has got to be the longest break I've taken in a long time, but it was needed. I needed to take a mental break from everything, so I stopped both of my blogs, here and on myspace.

A few things have happened which caused me to stop for a while. My son had his baptismal, but what happened kind of hit me really hard. Two of my sisters didn't even bother to show or at least even call, and one of them even led me to believe that she was coming. When I called, we had a big blowout because she wanted to be the godmother of my son, but wasn't chosen because we chose someone else. Needless to say, it hurt like hell to have someone in your own family do something like that. So that hit me hard. Then my other sister who didn't even call told me that she was going into the hospital for a minor surgery, which was pretty huge, and didn't even tell me about that either.

So my family has some things needed to be cleared up. Then I also had been feeling increasingly tired and worn down from all the stress I've been feeling, so today I took a personal day for myself and stayed at home so I could relax. Needless to say, I didn't relax too much, because my wife kept lighting into me about taking a day off. I would have been better off just going somewhere and calling in sick and not letting my wife know.

Plus, I have to admit, losing a friend here pretty much sucked. No goodbyes, no just up and disappeared. Fairly disappointing to say the least. But I should know that this is the nature of a site like this as people will come and go.

However, I am back. I'll try to stay more current. But for now, I might be spotty here for a bit until I feel up to posting more lighter topics. Until then, thanks for reading.


MyRealLoverOne 46M

3/1/2006 8:37 pm

Hey Joe,

Just wanted to let you know Pink left due to being harassed by a couple of assholes. She was very upset. I know she considers you a good friend and I will let her know you have posted about her.


AGNJoe1 47M

3/2/2006 8:07 pm

MyReal - Please let pink I miss her and I hope if anything that she might come back. I think that's absolute crap that some people have to do that to someone so nice. And I will say this...if those bastards read this blog...don't.

And this is a message to all of my readers. If you have to be evil and hateful to people, regardless of how they treat you, I'd advise you to seek professional help and counseling, or at least look deep into your own soul and take account of your actions and words. I do not want anyone evil, mean or hateful reading this blog or anything to do with me. That said, I'll leave it at that.

Anyway, MyReal, please pass it on to pink I wish her well.

kitten - I had a phone conversation with one of my sisters, and talked to her, and I think we are going to need to have some more talks and work out any other issues. We did get a lot settled and cleared out of the way, but I think we're going to have to do a lot of healing within our family.

As for my wife, she later saw how I was feeling today, and offered an apology for me. She saw how tired I was, and told me that she was jealous of me because I took a day off, and she felt she never gets a day off from being a mom. However, as the day progressed yesterday, I did a lot of work around the house and helped her day out, which allowed her to take a few hours to herself.
I understand how hard women have it being a housewife and a mommy, which is why I always want to help her and participate. My father hardly did anything around the house when he came back from work and I don't think that's the right thing for a father/husband to do. She later confessed to being overwhelmed with the whole day. I understand it, but at the same time, she didn't make my day any better. We still have a lot of work to do before we're even close to becoming what we once were when we first were dating. It's going to take a lot of time and work.


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