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well one thing i can say is now i knowe better!
i jot invoved with a women that 1.did not love thimselfes 2.codepindent 3.contollfriking.
i see now thak no matter how much uncondishanel love i giveor how pashint i am.i cant enabull someones abillity to love thimselfes.even whin thir saying thay would give me anything to stay with thim. oh god it hurts.and it makes me think.if water seeks its owen level,how much of this is becoues of me?how much do i love myself,to have keept playing in to it.it certinly brings out my bagige, my feair of being alone,so the payoff ways to put up with her,being a failyer at haveing a helthy relashonship,but insted i let dowen my gaured whin she ways being codepindent.and the things that should have been dielbrakers i let slied.shit i gave her my balls on a silver plater.the sex?well it ways good for her, she would get off and fall a sleep.whin i ways 25 i got a victomy so it taks a lot for me to get off.but i ways happy seeing her get off with maultabull orgasoms a night.its just that after six monthsshe wanted to get married???ony gos to say how ones pespitve can be so dirent from the others.i had to end it thin.so her i am lol go figer?