Feel me?  

634694u 46M
257 posts
11/25/2005 6:38 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Feel me?

Can you see my calloused hands as they hover over this keyboard, hear my breathing, see my face? Can you hear the creaking of my black leather chair as my body gently moves writing this post? Am I excited, horny or indifferent today, Can you hug me if I need it or look into my angry eyes when you desire the last word? Can you wipe my tears or make me cum? Can you consume anything other than what you see here in words? No, I am words and a redundant picture-nothing less nothing more. I can dredge-up emotion-that is all.

Your imagination is the only sense of me all but two of you have ever known. One only by phone and the other now a good friend, (not fuck-buddy)-in person. I have been exposed to dark side of this place recently and have realized that many people here almost literally "live" in this vehicle of communication. Has "contact" begun to slip away from us? Is the public meeting place now the back alley of reality? Do only intellects (so called) congregate here because the dregs on the street know not how to behave? So much bravery and malice is expunged here, so much love and desire. Being a face to face type person, and literally meeting so few, but wonderful people I am asking myself the question of whether or not I need to be here. This place, as in most things in life, has it's obstacles. Everyone I would like to meet that is a match, is at least one thousand miles away. Great-now a bout of "de-ja-vu" has come over me to force the issue that at least I know I was supposed to be here today!

Just rambling to no conclusion. see ya.

frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
11/25/2005 7:41 am

I have made quite a few friends on here. Some live MANY miles away. And I am not talking just aobut on this site. Some I have made chatting yrs ago and still talk to.. I have enjoyed their friendship. We may not know each other face to face, but we know what is going on in each others lifes. I would gladly walk up and give them a hug .
From reading your post lately, you seem to be a man I would be proud to call a friend... T


saddletrampsk 54F

11/25/2005 9:32 am

Don't get so disillisioned..I have met in person some awesome ppl from this site sweety..but yes I had to kiss alot of toads too..

curious082385 31F
4925 posts
11/25/2005 12:24 pm

The internet and getting to know people online...yes, it's very much a double edged sword. On one hand, it is a two-dimensional conversation. I could be furious, sad or overjoyed and the only way that you would know is it I chose to tell you.
However, it also allows you to meet people that you never would otherwise. If I hadn't come to this site, what are the chances of our paths ever crossing? Very very small.
And if you find someone online that you are serious enough about then you make the effort to have that face to face meeting.

Nymph4Fucking 44F

11/26/2005 12:34 pm

I have many friends (from other online sites) and some I've met face to face, some I see almost daily, some I may never meet and some I talk to on the phone. I've met several wonderful men from this site who I get to enjoy on a regular basis which is, I think, the point of a site like this. I'm sorry you're struggling with the challenges of internet friendship I can't hug you when you're sad or slam a door in your face when I'm mad or be held by you after we've had sex but I (and many others) can talk to you, listen to you, share with you and get to know you. Learning how to make the most of it is not easy but it is satisfying in its own way.


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