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Sucker in a three piece
Sucker in a three piece
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's , call me young gun. |
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I see the Jewish princess changed her profile pic on face fuck........er.......book again! In this one her oldest son is holding some goofy looking doll, I assume it's supposed to represent Jay? Anyhoo, Everytime I see her, I realize, yeah, I was in love with her, it wasn't just a passing infatuation. She did inspire me to begin playing again and create the videos, the effects from that are still reverberating to this day, from people I've long known to the ones I meet today! So for that alone I realize what a tremendous impact she's had on my life! I may have influenced her life too, but probably not as much as she affected mine. And for anyone who doubts the significance of her influence on me. I've said this a million times, but here it is again. Before I met her, I tried to rekindle my passion for playing the guitar several times over the previous ten years. Nothing I tried worked. I was just going to forget about it and move on until I had that phone conversation with her that night. After that, it transformed everything. I'm still amazed myself how that worked out like it did. I was watching some of my videos, and I was thinking, " yeah, that's right, that's what I should have done, recreated all my old performances for posterity "! and that's exactly what I did! So, apparently she and I were destined to meet and this is what played out. I remember the first time I saw her picture, it struck me, or touched me in a place I don't usually feel when I see a woman I'm attracted to. i didn't realize she had such a fucked up life, and how that has turned her the way it has. There's nothing I can do about that, only God can fix shit of that magnitude, and despite your insinuations, I'm not God. Anyway, I don't have any information about her present situation. I could find out if I really wanted too, but I know I would regret knowing, what ever I learned. But of course I wish her well and hope she's doing alright. I know one thing for sure, she's not living happily ever after with Jay somewhere. Yeah, I knew that would never happen way back when. As for me, I'm still out there living on the edge, everyday is a new adventure. I go places and do things, and everybody I meet can't believe how cool I am. Well, I try. Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.
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Oh yeah, I forgot to mention. This was actually the point of my comment, as per usual, I talk about everything else except what I really wanted to say. What I want to say is, I know the Jewish Princess does not like me, or is interested in me or whatever. Normally, I'd be upset about that. But because of the unusual set of circumstances surrounding her and her life. Actually, now, when I think about it, I'm glad and relieved that she doesn't care for me. Because if we had gotten together, it would have destroyed me. I don't think I could refuse her, and with her tastes and appetites, that would have been a disaster! So when I think of it in that context, I'm grateful. Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.
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