My real last Goodbye to blogville  

4biddenlove4us 49F
262 posts
8/20/2006 4:09 pm

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My real last Goodbye to blogville

My heart is broken as I copy this post but I'll still be around on AdultFriendFinder, maybe not the same handle but another. I've learnt how love can hurt and how cruel it can be too.
Maybe the two handles I have will be combined, I'm not sure but we'll see.
Thanks for all the help and advice from many I received but a human being can only take so much.
Here goes something:-


My Way

Co-written by Paul Anka & Frank Sinatra
As performed by Frank Sinatra
Hit # 27 on the Top 40 charts in 1969

And now, the end is near, and so I face, the final curtain.
My friend, I'll say it clear,
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.
I've lived, a life that's full, I've traveled each and every highway.
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, I've had a few, but then again, too few to mention.
I did, what I had to do, and saw it through, without exemption.
I planned, each charted course, each careful step, along the byway,
and more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew,
When I bit off, more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up, and spit it out.
I faced it all, and I stood tall,
and did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried,
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing.
To think, I did all that, and may I say --- not in a shy way,
"Oh no, oh no not me,
I did it my way".

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things, he truly feels,
And not the words, of one who kneels.
The record shows, I took the blows ---
And did it my way!

I did it my way.

Bev {=}{=}{=}
The song was inspired by someone that was close to me once but a very long time ago and I thought it appropriate for this moment.
Be happy and play nicely.
BTW, I'm not "fake"
Those who believe that are "fake" than what they think of me!!!!
Hackers, I stopped being scared of you, now remove this blog like you did the one I exposed
you for abusing an american woman and don't worry, I have evidence to back up what I know. its all logged on an IP address not the same as this you stupid HACKER freaks!!!!!!


bustybettyboop 50F  
59325 posts
8/20/2006 5:24 pm

ohhh hon! i'm soooooooooooooo sorry! i can't believe they r being so cruel to u! i wish u wouldn't let them get the better of u! try to hang in there! don't give up! c'mon....*pout* hugz,busty

..just join me on my blog bustybettyboop and still looking for some hot,sexy,creative contestants for my next contest...come join us! need a blog mentor or want to be one?


4biddenlove4us replies on 8/20/2006 7:00 pm:
I'm not going to promise anything but I will see when AdultFriendFinder combine both my profiles I have on here first. I'm waiting for a response from them and still no positive action has been taken.
Thanks love {=}

bustybettyboop 50F  
59325 posts
8/20/2006 5:36 pm

check out my blog! this ones for you!!! hugz,busty

..just join me on my blog bustybettyboop and still looking for some hot,sexy,creative contestants for my next contest...come join us! need a blog mentor or want to be one?


4biddenlove4us replies on 8/20/2006 7:03 pm:
Will do sweety, and Thank you for being there for me {=}

Hydragenias 56F

8/20/2006 8:32 pm

I really hate some of the things that go on in this place we call blogville. It's really sad that so many have to make themselves feel better by putting someone else down......but such is life, all over, not just here.

Just remember to Live, Love, Laugh and be true to yourself. As long as you are true to yourself, it doesn't much matter what others think or believe. Sometimes truth is truth, regardless of opinion.

Take Care


4biddenlove4us replies on 8/21/2006 4:24 am:
I am the truth but I'm not so sure others believe that and I'm not even going to bother trying to convince anyone. No point e3specially now since I've been accused og ghosting the site when I don't even know how to do that.
Thank you anyway {=}

willieatermuff 42M

8/20/2006 8:49 pm

This is my first visit to your blog, and hopefully not my last. I hope you decide to stick it out. Good luck in whatever you decide! Hate to see you go.....


4biddenlove4us replies on 8/21/2006 4:37 am:
I don't really want to leave but I have two paying profiles which I have and am combining to form one before I will start blogging again.
Thanks for your support tho {=}

TheOracle2006 105F

8/21/2006 3:31 am

And I posted this a few places for you too.

And I quote... lest we forget... or get thrown in a bloggin kangaroo court!
Mano-a-mano

L'Oracle de L'Amour

"Immature poets imitate; mature poets steal." - T. S. Eliot

"Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion; it is not the expression of personality, but an escape from personality. But, of course, only those who have personality and emotions know what it means to want to escape from these things."
- T. S. Eliot

"Half of the harm that is done in this world is due to people who want to feel important. They don't mean to do harm. But the harm does not interest them." - T. S. Eliot

[Not bad stuff for a turn coat Yank]

"The tumult and the shouting dies, The captains and the kings depart; Still stands thine ancient sacrifice, A humble and a contrite heart. Lord God of Hosts, be with us yet Lest we forget,--lest we forget." - Rudyard Kipling

Hi again


4biddenlove4us replies on 8/21/2006 4:26 am:
I've know some of that but trying real hard to be strong but alas, I don't think I am anymore.
Thanks for stopping by

look4dreams 56M
6 posts
8/21/2006 7:08 am

I was pleased and happy to meet you and pleasently suprised when reading your profile. I love your writing and am sad that you feel you have to move on. Even in this fantasy world we can not get away from the haters. but remember that they can not ever drag you down to there own level. I hope that the real people that you can trust are able to find you in your new incarnation.
This one included.
Take care and be good to yourself.


4biddenlove4us replies on 8/21/2006 2:11 pm:
I can only do my best love and thanks for your support, I'm glad you got the chance to read it

rm_Benkai7 55M
2358 posts
8/21/2006 11:08 am

Dear heart ...

... hugs to you ...

... [image] ...

Benkai7 - just a poor Ronin marching by ...


rm_Benkai7 55M
2358 posts
8/21/2006 11:15 am

Dear heart ...

... hugs to you ...

... [image] ...

Benkai7 - just a poor Ronin marching by ...


4biddenlove4us replies on 8/21/2006 2:12 pm:
Its an honour to see you here love and thank you for being such a good friend to me {=}{=}{=}

coppercurls46 57F

8/23/2006 2:57 am

4biddenlove:

If what you said is true, then you have no right to cower..many have stood behind your claims..including myself...and believe that you did the right thing by bringing this calamity to the surface.

If this story was fabricated or misguided...I too would run..fore many have been wrongly accused.

Stand tall on your morals, values and beliefs and please do not hide under another name...it will not behoove you and cause many to doubt you.


4biddenlove4us replies on 8/23/2006 3:11 pm:
I'm not running love, I'm here just not well and busy with business as I should do, all, I'm doing is take a break from blogging thats all. I refused to be abused by handles I don't know here in blogland as well. I still stand by what I say and it is true whether you wish to believe it or not. I will be in the chatroom more often to face the deamons rather than here and I won't be run off by the weak blood sucking souls who think they have the better of me and yes, I do believe c0manche and tracy_de_lacy and newboy9in and broken731 had something to do with the fictitious handles used to abuse and hack me and also I know the full truth about their real life actions. I have been very ill of late thats the only reason I've not been online lately.
Thanks for stopping by and becareful who you trust. Theere are many evil jealous people in this world that will say and do things to try to beat me but as you yourself have seen I take no crap off anyone even in the chatrooms. Reality I'm worse. I might be weak but when it comes to my mind I'm as strong as an ox.
Lots love sweet and thanks for the faith!!!!!!

Kancana 46F

8/27/2006 7:28 am

I know how you feel. I feel sad if I heard someone being hurt by love. It happens to me too that is why I can feel the pain.
Take your time to heal, Believe in yourself, think positives, stay happy always, take care.

Hugs and kisses on your cheeks.


Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.
~ Helen Keller



4biddenlove4us 49F

8/28/2006 6:27 am

    Quoting Kancana:
    I know how you feel. I feel sad if I heard someone being hurt by love. It happens to me too that is why I can feel the pain.
    Take your time to heal, Believe in yourself, think positives, stay happy always, take care.

    Hugs and kisses on your cheeks.
Thank you sweety for the kind words. I will keep it in mind. Did anyone ever tell you that you have way of making people feel comfortable when they down because if they haven't, I will say so because you just made my day! Thank You.


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